It is a matter of choice kung magpapakatanga ka or hindi. Am I right? or Am I Left?

Those were the words she said to me that night when we had a conversation. I didn't know that it was the last night that I would be able to see her happy with me. She changed after that night. As if all the wrong I have done against her before came hitting me like a bullet...

I know I was wrong to open up to her about being in love with someone else, but I am also wrong for not noticing the pain that flashed on her eyes while we were conversing about that topic. I didn't realized that while we were conversing her heart was already stabbed by a thousand knives,. I didn't know because I admit I a was dense. 

In the end, I was deeply blinded for the wrong person. And in that span of time I wasted over someone, I lost her. She who already became a part of me, she who stood by me against all odds, she who laughed at my corny jokes, she who cried on my shoulder when she felt down, she who made me feel okay when I am down, she who appreciated little things that I do, she who meant everything to me.

It was unfair really, yet I  also know I m in the wrong, I realized that. I really lost her, for good. She turned cold to me, The once sweet girl I met has now become a cold lady to me and it was my fault for being blind.