So, I'm gonna tell about how my two kpop friends love to tease me, pairing me up with this one boy in class that even I rarely talked to.

At first, I just laughed it off when they tease me. Its like 'God, its freakin impossible. Why'd they pair me up with him, I never really talked to him or anything' Actually, there is a reason. Its because, one time there was a drama project in school, and we acted as Father and daughter. Its FATHER and DAUGHTER. And then, they made a fanfic where I, was paired up with Suho (yeay), but was unapproved by my parents, a.k.a him, that guy that's paired up with me. "Our daughter is too precious to be witth someone like you" This is what they imagine about my 'father's' response to me dating with Suho LOL. 

Then they made the pairing. And I was like, "Why'd you suddenly pair me up with him?!". And from then, they always observe for 'signs' of me and him. I'm trying to ignore it as best as I could. But, because of them, I've tarted to like him, gosh. Its because of THEIR influence. I'm like 'Its impossible. Why'd he like me. Just forget it' But I can't forget it. Once I realize that I like him, I'm starting to steal glances at him, which of course, he won't notice, thank god.

I'm not a blunt person, nor am I in good terms with boys either. I'm the type of girl that don't befriend boys. I mean, I'd love to, but I don't know how. (See my previous post, maybe?) So, I just go with the flow. Sometimes I'm seated next to him, indirectly (yeay). There are 8 rows that are... I dunno how to explain it. There are 8 rows of seats but divided again in to 4 rows. So, its 1 big row consists of two rows that's joined together (when in quizes/exams, we seperate the tables) I'm in the third/fourth row, whereas he is in the fifth/sixth row. We are allowed to change rows between the big row (switch with someone beside you from the same 'big row') I was originally in the third, but I moved to the fourth just to be near him, but its not like I talked to him or anything, I just sit near him and observe him. I never really knew him so I'll maybe just know by observing.

Wow, I thought this post will be short, but its quite long for me...

I just hope that this feeling will stay as a crush or maybe just dissapear as time comes. I don't want it to grow. Because I've been hurt before.
That's all I want to tell about how my friends tease me so much made me like him. Thanks for reading, leave a comment if you'd like.