Okay. I'm going to pour all my emotions here. 

I HATE YOU SEOHYUN!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! 

I HATE YOU CHO KYUHYUN!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!

YOU MADE ME CRY. YOU HURT ME.

I'm sorry. I don't like the kiss. I'm so hurt.

Yes, call me selfish and stupid for acting like this, but this is what I feel as a fangirl.

For 4 years, I've never seen him kiss for real . I was just so shocked.

I really shed ters when I saw the newsfeed on my FB.

Sorry, but I think it'll take months for me to recover.

I am that obsessed.

Don't worry. I won't leave Elf.

I'll just take some time to move on.

It's just like you caught your boyfriend kissing someone he's often linked to.

I admit, I gave more time to this guy.

I feel sorry for my bf who always understands my fangirling and has never complained about it.

I'm so sorry, hon~ 

For now, I won't read Kyu fics. Remember, I will help myself. I will get over him. But he will always be my Ultimate Bias. I just need to eradicate this obsession and hopeless and extreme adoration.

Don't scold me! I just needed to let this bad feelings out.