so this is the second part of my fan account, it has been a week since i last saw toppdogg and i’m still having my withdrawals or whatever they call it, i just… TT

i was late in the morning but then realised that the queue wasn’t that long yet, so it was okay. i topped up my ticket into premium and also bought solo photo ticket which my unnie from weibo convinced me to and my friends who also convinced me ;; 

i had to leave my friend whom i came with to fetch another friend at the gate, so i went to the gate but was stopped by a few fans. i was confused and went all ???? and a kind fan actually told me that “they’re here, but we can’t make any noise, we’ve to stay quiet” so im like oh ok then, i turned right and saw the van just there lmfao and kidoh was looking so im like oh hi there

they turned in and the first one who came down was sangdododo, they were all very polite and kept bowing when they get down from the van… all i noticed was a-tom LOL im sorry he was wearing a grey wifebeater and a bermuda, with his air jordan which he wore to singapore, and had his hair up, like always, the horns hair and i started cussing bcos i dont really like that hair, i wanted to see his hair pressed down or just let it down ;; so i called my friend to ask her to run here but then she didnt answer and my friend who was suppose to arrive at the gate isnt here yet, im all alone… do you know how hard i had to stay calm and shut up omfg

the whole event was delayed bcos they came late and hasn’t rehearsed so we were only allowed into the venue at 2plus, event started at 3. and from now on i will just write in point forms!

• they started with “say it” like always
• they introduced and went in, leaving kidoh for his solo and i almost went cray 
• mc said cigarette is coming soon and i almost died 
• toppdogg played games with fans and my friend went up, their prize for getting chosen was a signed album by all of the members
• they also played the “sticking post-its on the body and had to shake to let it fall” game, a fan stuck a post-it on kidoh’s lips and he did the same as well. when it was yano’s turn, yano said “excuse me” before he pasted on the fan >~<
• hansol kept speaking to fans in english like a friend while playing the game TTTTTTTTT 
• once team b had to dance exo and the members quickly knew what was it until a fan who couldn’t dance and jenni was stucked, but the mc gave hints yet jenni still couldn’t guess who it was so we yelled “Exo”, mc asked us not to tell him the answer but jenni turned to us and nod his head, we yelled once again and he finally understood and answered “EXO”
• team a had to do soshi and pgoon turned to kidoh right away and they both laughed while doing it, mister a-tom thinks it was y dance, i am done here :)
• they had a little rest after the game and soon a video was played, my friend cried bcos it was a video of them practising hard and hardships, getting hurt TT
• dance line came out and i just… wow that was amazing
• next, it was cigarettel i yelled like hell bcos i love it so much and half of the time im like “ my life” all the way so… lol;; 
• they sang cute girl as well and jumped here and there, a-tom even took a polaroid for fans, hansol took a fans’ phone and took selcas as well. i don’t remember who else bcos i turn cray lol
• after cute girl it was bye, gettin ready for fansign but then open the door’s teaser was played, it was only 4plus SGT by the way… the first time the teaser stuck but then we yelled “once more!” so staffs played once more for us and it was amazing lol
• they came back for encore, say it with their cigarette clothings and it was a funny/cute version of say it, im done here 
• hi-5 was next and below are all my interactions with toppdogg 

i went up and was nervous, i didn’t know what i should do, i hadnt had any experiences being this close with an idol, but pgoon smiled to me as soon as he’s done with the fan in front of me, i felt so warmth, and i wasnt that nervous anymore… i went to him when the queue was walking, he gently said “thank you” with a smile which i replied the same to him, smiling. wHO SAID THIS GUY HAS NO AEGYO OR aIN’T GENTLE, COME OUT! 

seogoong’s hands are rough, totally manly hands loolol my friend agreed with me as well. gohn and i are awkward as , i dont know why but just ;; LOL hansol was funniest. like mentioned hansol replied to one of my tweets and i cant face him without cracking a big smile. i said hi to him before laughing together with him i dont know why he laughed too????? i turned to my friend and three of us laughed together omfg that was embarrassing yet funny.

when it was a-tom, i didnt expect him to remember who am i bcos lol who remembers a fan anyways??? but then… he surprised me with a ing big “HI!” with his teeth shown im like “why are u” and i said the same thing with my voice cracked a little LOLOL SO EMBARRASSING and i turned high so xero and i just said hi to each other damn bloody happily and even shake hands with our fingers locked, jenni said “annyeonghaseyo” to me and i bowed politely like im bowing to a teacher omfg but hes really good looking and cute TT___TT

bjoos hi-5 was okay, ahhahaahah sangdo’s… why am i not his fan hes so good looking i will cut aNY WHO SAYS HE ISNT HANDOSME. kidohs and my hi5 was normal, but yES HES THAT HANDSOME LIKE A PLASTIC DOLL AND HIS ACCENT I JUST DAYUM hojoon’s a cutie TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i just TTTTTTT

yoonchul and i was hilarious and somehow i was being rude, i really regretted TT hes very tall and im a very short person, i had to look up to look at him, i said hi and he said hi and i didnt know why i said to myself “Wah, hes really tall” and turned to my friend, my friend nodded and laughed, yoonchul laughed too omfg TTTTT so soryr TT__TT

and yes, snoopy swaggy was real swag when rapping bUT OFF RAPPING IS JUST AS CUTE AS SNOOPY HE WANTED TO AEGYO ME BUT THEN I SOMEHOW AEGYO BACK WITH “HI” AND SHOOK HIS HANDS BCOS HE SHOOK MINE FIRST SO YEAH I SHOOK BACK AND SAID THANK YOU WITH A BOW BEFORE LEAVING I JUST… I KNOW WHY HE’S THAT POPULAR LOL :X

So we had to wait for fan photo, but fansign was next. hansol fed xero a choco bar he gotten from a fan, and hojoon’s too cute that i focus on him so much. i’d say kidoh’s really very goodlooking idk man i just… keep looking at him as well lol ;; pgoon kept doing aegyo/fanservice, WHO SAID HE’S A BORING MAN COME OUT! lololol. a-tom played with fans~ and fans weren’t supposed to let them know their names, TD had to just sign only. but TD asked for each and every fan’s name like how a fansign would work TT__TT and soon the fanmeeting was over~

fan photo i was nervous like , i felt faint bcos… UR GONNA SIT BESIDE THEM???? so we were allowed to bring our fanboard up so i did and i lent my friend first before i went. i was just walking towards TD and someone from TD just “AH! A-TOM!” and pgoon stood up right away for a-tom TT__TT i just… im okay with sitting beside pgoon!!!! im totally fine with whoever sat beside me, because MC said we werent allow to change anymore bcos time consuming but TD wanted to change so pgoon and a-tom changed seats.

a-tom did a loud “yeah!” before he did a ballerina spin and sat next to me, he smiled and i nodded politely bcos i didnt know what to do and i just sit there like a statue when his hand went over my shoulder lol and i just place a “V” next to us becos I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO. bjoo turned to us before he smiled and hugged hOJOON WHAT IS THIS WHY DO YOU HAVE TO OTP IN MY PHOTO CRIES!!!!!

after that i stood up and a-tom said “Beautiful, beautiful! Yeah! Beautiful!” and i nodded and smiled, i didnt know what to respond bcos mind ed and he offered a hi-5 again, but i didnt noticed so i turned around and he put his hand down disappointedly but i turned back again LOL so we hi-5 and he smiled so happily ;;; i said thank you to everyone and bowed before leaving. TTT

i went outside and went mental breakdown right away lol;;; we didnt wait for them to leave because my friend had to leave and i was very tired so we left, my other friend waited so… ;; these days i still felt stupid, i should have either waited or sent them off at the airport but i didnt heol TT i hope they come again…

thank you ToppDogg, see you guys soon again.. TT ♥