Hello, my dear readers <3

Dont let the title scare you xD

Anyways, so like the tile does say, I'm really busy these days.

I always try my best to update my stories now at least once aweek,

but it really is not that simple and I can't write what I want

because of the stress and pressure I have now.

I'm extremely tired and so tired I can't even sleep because of the stress...

I'm busy with studying and doing my internship

and this asks quite some time.

I already stopped working now to focus more on my studies

but it seems like I barely find time to update on AFF.

Because of the stress and tiredness and urge to relax,

I spend my time on listening to kpop

and watching kdrama and kshows 

I always want to write yet I can't write. I won't call it writer's block as I know

I want to write and what to write.

It's just that I don't find that motivation to type it down in words...

It's weird and complicatd...

Anyways since I'm so busy, I really want to apologize to my dear readers for

not updating as fast as usual and that my stories may lack some backbone...

I have so many ideas and I want to type them all down

here on AFF

yet the time doesn't allow it at all =.='

Because of the situation I'm in now, I put one of my stories on a hiatus.

3000 Years was a story I really am excited for to write.

Since that is the beginning of the blockbuster story i'm planning since

I think last year somewhere?

I have already in mind for sequels, for twists, for ending...

BUT.... Since it's such a bigass story (compared to my other ones),

I need time on it I don't want to just write and go over with it.

No, I want to put every detail and every feeling in it.

Since I can't do it in this situation,

unfortunately I have put it on hiatus.

Now, I will pick this up once time allows again and my other stories 

are going to end one by one.

I'm really sorry for this.

I also noticed not alot of people comment or give any kind of feedback...

I always ask for comments and I usually get a few and thats it.

If my story has near 100 subscribers, is it possible for

only less than 10 people to comment?

Is my story boring? Bad? Unintersting?

I really like the feedback I get, especially the long ones with real content in it.

Why?

Because of those feedbacks I get, I learn from my mistakes and know

what my readers are thinking.

It motivates me to continue writing, why else do I even write?

People also tend to not read my author's note.

It's written for a reason and sometimes I need to explain so many things that I'm getting tired of it.

Of course it's possible if people asks once in a while...

But still reading that a lot is tiring and annoying for me.

Also read the story, don't scan through it. Sometiems I even ask if people

actually read my story instead of reading a few lines and skipping a few...

Like this, detials, hints, develoments are missed....

I'm sorry for my rant, but it's like this and I'm pretty sure

I'm not the only one getting annoyed by these things.

I already once blogged a post about this matter and it's really bugging me.

Since I'll be busy anyways, I won't update as much as usual, so I hope next time I do post a chapter, I at least get real feedback.

I'm extremely thankful to my true readers and those who subscribe istead of those

who are silent or don't subscribe at all.

and of course very thankful for those who vote up my stories! :D

Well over and out,

I need to continue prepare my internship stuff xD

PS: I'm not pissed or furious, just a bit confused and annoyed...

It's partially because of my stress...

Fighting!!