Alright guys, so this is really the first time I've ever written an actual enrty with any real signifigance.
So please bare with me if it comes out weird or akward. IM A NOOB~

So, where do i start...? Maybe I'll start by saying sorry to everyone who is subscribed to me
and waiting for updates even after months of inactivity here. And I know there really is no good
excuse for me to use because, really, i've had plenty of free time to make and update or two every
week. The thing is, and it kills me whener I think about it, I have lost my insperation. It feels like every
time i tell myself  "okay, today after you do all the you need to, your gonna go on aff and update
EVERY STORY like you promised a thousand times to your wonderful amazing subscribers who are
still waiting patiently" and its always solid and i convince myself that im gonna do it. So i'll get on, log in,
get up my stories, then literally stare at the screen for 10 minutes trying to think of what to write, where
the setting should be, whose POV it should be....and it really upsets me. I feel like over the past year, all
my creativity has just been away into a vacum or something. You have no idea how many times
i've written chapters and then deleted them because they were rushed and boring and basically were full
of . I cant even think of any good one shots. ONE SHOTS. The easiest things to write because its not
like your continueing anything, its just a one time thing based on a little spark of insperation. Granted, im not
the best writter here, but i know im not bad seeing as people like my ideas. Its just, i havent been able to
think of anything new and original to write about. Even on RPP, im not creative. I used to always join rp's
that were 3rd person and au because it allowed me to write freely and creativly and i had fun. Now, i've been
sticking to boring based rp's where everythings the same. i cant even deacently roleplay anymore,
so add that to the my lack of writing and you get one upset katluvsminho. And lately, i have been so tired and stressed.
I dont know if im sick or something wrong, but nothing is going well. Maybe its because of school since
we just finished midterm thursday of the fact that i go to and IB school, but im just exhusted. I used to
be able to pour out little story ideas everyday, writting quick little intro that i would later expand and post on here
from my ipod because i was too impationt to wait

until i was near a computer...i honestly feel like crying right now. I really am trying hard to think, i wont be
updating anytime soon, so im and so sorry to all my subscribers. Please dont give up on me. I just need to find
a way to get back in the groove of writing creativly and freely.

If anyone has any advise on how i could get back to how i was in my early aff days, please share. it would
help greatly. sorry for ranting like this out of no where, i just needed to get this off my chest and somewhat
out of my mind... i feel so drained now, i just wanna sleep.