So my bedroom is at the end of a hallway, because of my fear of what ever could crawl around the corner at the end of the hallway I always keep that light and my bedroom light on because as a little girl I always thought light would scare the monsters away. But now i think the light is making me seem more of an open target and apparently shutting the door keeps the monsters -or more preferably monster- out. 

when i thought i got over those childish thoughts, they still came back, and now whenever its 1 or 2 am and im minding my own business, i open my bedroom door for whatever reason and i just stop and stare down the hallway. if i stare long enough i could just imagine something stepping out of the shadows and running down the hall to me. usually i would shut the door and go to sleep but for some reason this night (morning -__-) was exceptional... I was listening to music (the star~ :L) and was searching through the cupboards in the hallway, then i went back into my room and stood in front of the dresser with my door still open. but then i heard something and wasn't sure whether it was the cupboard door or in the kitchen, so i looked down the hallway, of course i stared into the darkness and imagined this thing.

it ran around the corner and stood there at the end of the hallway staring that me, i just imagined it's shrill cackle before it sprinting towards me, then i vanished like the rest.

i know it doesn't look like much and i don't know why this thing made me almost cry, but it did, it just popped up in my head and scared me... worst than any clown has in my life...

so yeah

just sharing this because i find it somewhat theraputic

and please comment if you have these "childish fears" like me so i don't feel like i'm going crazy...

bye..