I have a crush on my friend. He has a crush on my classmate. The girl (my classmate) also has affections for him. They both know of this and my friend plans on courting the girl.

Problem is that the girl is so ing numb. Numb as in she doesn't care if my friend gets teased (to which I prefer "bullied") by his so-called "friends". She doesn't care for him AT ALL. Like wtf she has a crush and she doesn't even care. She doesn't give a if he's hurt or he makes some mistake like she doesn't even bother correcting him.

She's numb. He's making too much effort but the girl's so effing blind. Perfect match.

And I feel like a third wheel taking care of my friend as if he's a newborn baby. But then I'm also at fault for concealing my affections and covering it with a hard cover. I slap him on the face, or punch him playfully, or cuss at him so he wouldn't notice the feels. If you know what I mean. Yup, I have been keeping a facade of a bad girl for days now.

I haven't bothered talking to the guy since I want some peace for myself and my feels. And he's constantly destroying my serenity because he's been asking why I act that way. I swear at those times I want to scream directly at his face: "IT'S BECAUSE I LIKE YOU YOU DIMWIT. WHY ARE YOU SO ING OBLIVIOUS?!"

But meh. I'd rather keep that to myself.

So what do you think about the I'm at? Any comment on it?