I'm directly posting this from my tumblr so if you read it there, you don't have to read it again. Trust me this thing is huge and monstruous. Also I suggest you take the advice at the end so if you don't want to read this whole thing just scroll to the bottom and read the last paragraph. 

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i'm still trying to gather all my thoughts (after three days wow) so sorry if I miss anything important. my head is this jumbled mess so this is also most probably tons and tons of word vomit and screaming and fangirling. dont judge. also for the record, i have really really bad luck with idols and stuff. 

ok let's start from the beginning... me and my mom arrived at around 5:30-ish and we were scared we were late and there was this huge long line for vip and we were kinda like wHAT but then we asked the security guard and we skipped basically half the line because it was apparently for hi-touch. aLSO WHEN I WAS WAITING FOR THE PERSON IN FRONT OF ME TO GET HER QUESTION ANSWERED, I REALIZED KEVIN'S DAD WAS LIKE RIGHT NEXT TO ME??? I JUST- 

so basically i waited in line, made a friend, got my ticket scanned, it was unable to work (basically the tickets got mixed up at the post office and i called for new ones and they made the other one unavailable so yeah) and then i was waiting in line for my photo op. I was like one of the last people for photo op and i was just seriously freaking out especially when we went down this slope thing aND I SAW THE SIDE OF ELI'S HEAD FOR THE FIRST TIME. LIKE ABOUT RIGHT THEN THE REALITY OF THIS SORTA DIDNT HIT BUT SORTA DID. so anyways i gave the staff my gift for ukiss and then we were going to photo op and stuff and the staff was like no touching or anything and i was like DARN but i swear uKISS WaS SO GLORIOUS UP CLOSE I AM STILL LIKE BECAUSE WOWOWOW LIKE I WAS GOING TO TELL THEM HI AND STUFF BUT I FrOZE AND I KINDA WENT A DISTANCE AWAY AND YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?? I THINK IT WAS SOOHYUN THAT PULLED ME CLOSER AND I STARTED FREAKING OUT  AND THEN I HEARD KEVIN'S LAUGH NEXT TO MY EAR AND HOLY HELL IT WAS SO FREAKING ANGELIC I DONT KNOW HOW TO REACT STILL I DONT EVEN CARE IF HE WAS LAUGHING AT ME OR SOMETHING also i probably came out really really derpy in the picture because my brain like short circuited. but then after the picture my brain kinda kicked back and i said thank you and bowed at them like two or three times.

anyways onto the actual concert, so we got our merchandise and everything and we sat there for like half an hour or something idek and i was pretty close to the stage i guess i mean i was satisfied with my spot even tho i didnt get to touch them OTL

and then the concert started and i just THEY ARE EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL ONSTAGE WHERE I CAN SEE ALL THEIR FACES I DONT EVEN REMEMBER MUCH OF THE SONG ORDER I JUST REMEMBER SCREAMING LIKE CrAZY BECAUSE THEYRE FREAKING REAL I'M JUST GOING TO POINT OUT THE PARTS I REMEMBER THE MOST. 

so stop girl was probably the most memorable because that was wHEN UKISS CAME OUT AND I SAW THEM ONSTAGE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS WOW BECAUSE THEY LOOKED GOOD AND THE BODY rOLLS MAN I DIED.

for some reason i remembered bingeul bingeul idk it was pretty amazing and MORE BODY ROLLS FROM SOOHYUN CAN HE NOT HE'S NOT EVEN MY BIAS (or maybe he is idek what is bias list in ukiss) AND I JUST I MIGHT BE MISSING SOMETHING BUT YOU CAN CHECK IN THAT HeADLINER VIDEO THING.

after bingeul bingeul, there was this fantalk thing and wow they were so adorable. i dont even remember much from what they did except maybe introductions bUT I DO KNOW THEy WERE TALKING ABOUT KISSMES AND THE KOREAN MEMBERS WERE SAYING hOW HOT AND Y KISSMES WERE AND MORE BODY ROLLS AND CAN THEY JUST NOT. i think there was more but idk i cant think of it

also remember how kevin's dad was next to the security guard before the concert? i thought that would be like the most i would ever see him but he WAS STANDING NEXT TO ME FROM LIKE SOMEWHERE BETWEEN THE FANTALK AND DORADORA AND HE STOOD THERE FOR WHAT LIKE HALF THE CONCERT AND I WAS INTERNALLY FREAKING OUT THAT UKISS wAS IN FRONT OF ME BUT KEVIN's DAD WAS NEXT TO ME I DIDNT KNO W WHAT TO DO

anyways, after the fantalk, they did doradora and i screamed so hard for that song bECAUSE ABS ABS ABS ABS LIKE KISEOP AND KEVIN MISSED ON THE FIRST TRIEs TO LIFT UP THEIR SHIRTS BUT THEY MADE IT ALL THE OTHER TIMES AND I SAW THEIR STOMACHS IN REAL LIFE I JUST CANT OMG and wow WHAT TO DO FREAKING GAHD 

and omG SOMEDAY THAT SONG IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES AND WOW SO MUCH EMOTION IN THAT SONG I SWEAR I tHOUGHT HOON AND SOOHYUN WERE GOING TO CRY OR SOMETHING AND I WAS ABOUT TO CRY WITH THEM BECAUSE WOW and FEELS UGH SOOHYUNS VOICE IN THE END WAS SO POWERFUL AND LOVELY AND I JUST-

anyways so they left the stage and then this video of their whole US tour played and then they played a video of eli and kevin asking us about the concert and stuff and THEN THE SUBUNIT PERFORMANCES STARTED. 

ubeat was first and they performed should've treated you better and wOW THEIR OUTFITS WERE NIIIIIICE I REALLY LIKED THEM they also touched the first row's hands and idk i didnt remember much from that

and then soohyun and hoon sang more painful than pain and i was thinking I'M EXPERIENCING MANY THINGS MORE PAINFUL THAN PAIN RN TOO OMG and their voices and the emotion ugh they were amazing i can't even still.

i think the most memorable out of all the performances was kiseop and aj bECAUSE THEY fREAKING WENT INTO THE CROWD. I WANTED TO TOUCH AJ BUT I COULDNT AND I JUST /sobs but idk when the fans touched him i felt kinda uncomfortable because they were touching his neck and shoulders and hair kinda intimately (???) but i guess it was more like aj offered it (tbh when he went downstage, the only thing that happened was that kissmes crowded him and only after he let them touch him that they actually did it so yeah props to you kissmes)

anyways, after that there was another fantalk and ukiss argued amongst themselves for who got the most cheers and stuff and kevin kept insisting it was ubeat and then they competed for the most cheers and soohyun and hoon kept high fiving like they knew they won and kevin still said that ubeat won but obviously kiseop and aj won bECAUSE THEY FREAKING WENT INTO THE CROWd AND YEAH WOW. after that, they brought out the board with the questions. i dont really remember the order but i kinda remember their answers. anyways, eli was the first one to leave the board with a question and when he was leaving, kevin was like "hey, hey, hey eli theres this question that says, can you twerk for us?" and eli looked really embarrassed and we screamed for him to do it so he kinda did this shaking thingy and it was adorable but he like hung his head in shame and yeah it was adorable. and then kevin pointed to another one and said chicken chest or chicken but i dont remember what aj answered so yeah OTL and then there was one where they asked who had the best lips in ukiss and somebody screamed ELI and they were apparently aj's fan so eli said that it didnt count (or something like that) and then he called aj over and asked him who he thought had the best lips and AJ LOOKED DIRECTLY AT THE FAN AND SAID IN THIS REALLY SEDUCTIVE VOICE, "of course you baby." AND I SCREAMED AND HOLY . 

anyways, i think kiseop was the first one to answer the question. he chose one where he danced to doradora aND OMG MORE SHIRT LIFTING AND MORE SIGHTS OF HIS GLORIOUS StOMACH cAN THEY NOT 

hoon was next i think?? and he read his question in this really accented english. it was cute but i was like wHAT YOU SAYING O_O but apparently it was if soohyun still wore his underwear and basically hoon and some of the other members checked and hoon said "MINE. IS MINE" and i was cackling kind of omg and i think we might've also started yelling for soohyun to show us his underwear and the members tried to force him to and he looked so violated it was hilarious. but he didnt show it in the end so yeah OTL

and then i think aj went next or something and the question was if he composes music first or writes lyrics first and he went like uhhhh for a few moments before he very seriously said "i do what i want" and then he rapped some of she ain't mine and kiseop beatboxed and yeah amazingness.

soohyun's question was next maybe but basically he sang snowman (i'm so happy i heard that song live ohmygod) to a fan and it was amazing and beautiful and i just love his voice ohmygod

somebody asked kevin to sing my reason and also apparently she was in the front row so kEVIN FREAKING WENT DOWN THE STEPS AND STOPPED IN fRONT OF HER AND THEN I THINK HER NAME WAS MICHELLE OR SOMETHING (my mom was the one who told me this. funny hehe) AND HE WAS LIKE "MICHELLE, LOOK ME IN THE EYES." AND THEN HE SERENADED HER AND I WAS BASICALLY SCREAMING AND HIS DAD WAS SMILING NEXT TO ME AND I JUST AHHHHHH I DONT KNOW HOW SHE SURVIVED OMG

and then eli tried to wrap up before he answered his question and we kinda like called him out on it so he did an imitation of kiseop's she's mine part and the members sat in front of him and watched and they were like little adorable kids ahhhh and when eli danced the part, he did this cute bang! thing and he "shot" his head and then pretended to shoot other parts of his body and then the floor and then he shot the members and they fell back and it was hilarious and he shot at some more people and it was just so adorable omg

then they talked about their japanese tracks and they performed tick tack and i kinda danced along because also one of my favorite songs and thEN SOOHYUN'S HIGH NOTES OHMYGOD MORE GLORIOUS AMAZING WONDErFULNESS I AT ENGLISH SORRY

and then forbidden love oHMYGOD I SAW THEIR S IN REAL LIFE WHAT DO I DO THEIR S HOLY HELL I JUST /flails like crazy I CANT EVEN FIND THE WORDS TO PROPERLY DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I WAS FREAKING OUT OMG

and i think there was some transition in between i kinda remember aj doing that "SAY YEAHHHH" kind of thing and then he suddenly started doing part of what does the fox say and tHEN SOOHYUN AND KEVIN SaNG THE ACtUAL LINE AND IT TURNED REALLY REALLY NICE AND PRETTY?? BUT OHMYGOD THEY STARTED ACTING LIKE ABsOLUTE IDIOTS AND PLAYED AROUND

they sobered up soon and then eli read the card for the superfan and he kinda messed up on convalescing and a fan corrected him and he continued reading and wow the superfan almost made me cry and she was amazing and i think she deserved it so much. she also presented ukiss with this award and they sang mysterious lady to her and basically the performance was all sorts of amazing i cant even- i was so happy for her

and then after mysterious lady, they sang 0330 and it was basically just song not dance and it was also amazing and i loved it anD MORE GLORIOUS SOOHyUN HIgH NOTES AND KEVIN AND UKISS JUST UKISS IN GeNERAL

and after 0330 i think they announced that they only had two songs left and i was like ;A; because one of the best nights of my life was going to come to an end soon and yeah. ukiss thanked us and told us about how amazing going to the US was and they said they would work hard and kevin said that they would make us the proudest fanclub and i was like yOU ALREADY MAKE ME PROUD ;;;;;;;;; and basically i almost cried at that moment too agh and aj said that there would be a ballad subunit (i'm going to take a really wild guess and say it would have kevin, soohyun and hoon in it) soon aND THEY ALSO MENTIONED THAT KEVIN's DAD WAS THERE AND I WAS FREAKING OUT SOME MORE BEcAUSE HE STOOD BY ME FOR A GOOD AMOUNT OF TIME (he already left by the time they said that so yeah) 

also this was where the birthday surprise for kiseop was (i think omg) and basically we sang happy birthday to him and people brought out banners and kiseop was really surprised and then aj was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY KISEOP" and pretended to punch him and knee him and hoon joined and then kevin interviewed kiseop and he was like "I DIDNT KNOW" and kevin just kinda laughed and said, "well, surprise!" and i think i could hear that voice over and over i swear omg and aj and soohyun brought out the cake behind kiseop and hoon was trying to block kiseop from seeing and then after we wished him happy birthday again, he turned around and saw the cake and he said some engrish (i think he said, "BEDY BEDY COOT") and kevin acted like he was going to eat the cake and kiseop was like "nO" and then he took a cupcake and ate it and kevin pointed out that he had cream on his lips and then hoon and soohyun aimed to kiss him aND HOON ACTUALLY KISSED HIM ON THE LIPS. I THOUGHT IT WAS FAKE UNTIL HOON TURNED TO US AND THERE WAS CREAM ON HIS LIPS AND BASICALLY I SAW REAL LIFE OTP ACTION IN FRONT OF MY EYES (i actually saw myungyeol at the ogs concert but that's another story sorry for bringing in another fandom). aNYWAYS KISEOP STOOD THERE WItH THE CUTEST SHOCKED FACE eVER AND IT WAS ADORABLE AND THEN HOON TRIED KISSING HIM AGAIN AND KISEOP AND KEVIN TRIED TO BLOcK HIM AND ONE OF THEM WAS SHOUTING NO OVER ANd OVER AGAIN OMG. then HOON FLEW ACROSS THE STAGE IN HAPPINESS and they pulled kiseop into a group hug and soohyun chose a very um... uncomfortable position to hug him (you'll know when you see the mnet clip) and then kiseop put his cupcake aside and there was apparently still some more cream on his lips aND ELI WIPED IT AND I JUST AHHHHH MORE OTPS and kevin asked hoon how kiseop's lips were and hoon was like "VERY VERY Y. VERY DELICIOUSEU" and then i think they sang believe acapella for a bit and it was pretty amazing

and then they performed believe (i dont have much to say about this) and then they did neverland and i was like yAY BECAUSE ALSO ONE OF My FAVORITE SONGS AND THEY PERFORMED EXTREMELY BEAUTIFULLY AND WOW I WANTED TO SEE THAT DANCE LIVE SINCE FOREVER AND CONFETTI CANNONS WENT OFF AND YEAH

and they walked offstage but i already knew there was an encore in store but we shouted ukiss over and over and then they came back onstage and they performed without you and at this point nobody really cared about rules we all kinda rushed to the aisle and brought out some cameras (and this is the part where i go rage some more that i have bad luck with idols i'm not kidding) liKE SOOHYUN SAT ON THIS SPEAKER REALLY REALLY CLOSE TO ME BUT I COULDNT REACH HIM AND I sTILL WANTED A PICTURE AND HE SAT THERE FOR QUITE A LONG TIME BUT I cOULDNT GET MY IPOD OUT ON TIME SO I eNDED UP ONLY TAKING A PICTURE OF THE SPEAKER TO REMIND MYSELF HOW CLOSE HE WAS AND THEN ALSO KEVIN WENT INTO THE CROWD AND I WAS LIKE ONE OR TWO ROWS AWAY FROM TOUcHING HIM aND HIS GLORIOUS SELF AND I JUST AHHHH but then during without you, they started uncapping the water bottles and threw water and i got kinda wet and kiseop poured the rest of his water bottle on his head aND WET KISEOP AHHH and yeah without you's choreography is the cutest omg they shot "love arrows" at us too and aj was the closest to us but agAIN MY IDOL BAD LUCK KICKED IN AND HE DIDNT SHOOT ANYWHERE cLOSE TO ME GAH

and then they performed man man hani and soohyun took off his jacket and just ahhh arms arms arms aND WE dID A BUNCH OF fANCHANT STUFF and then the concert was coming to the end and they thanked us again and then they insisted on bringing out the staff and thanking them too and then the concert was done and they went offstage and i was sad that one of the best nights of my life was over.

some things i missed/i have no idea where they go:

- ukiss was really playful and they always play fighted with each other.

- what is bias list. 

- fanservice is no joke really. they acknowledged everybody and just wow- it made me fall more in love with them.

- hoon kept on shushing us omg

- i think hoon said something cheesy and then he kinda couldnt keep it up and he semi-hugged soohyun before he fell to the ground in an OTL position

- i think a fanboy yelled I LOVE YOU SOOHYUN and soohyun said something along the lines of i love you back and ahhhh lol

- one of my biggest regrets is that i didnt tell kevin that he had pretty fingers OTL i forgot to tell him at the photo op and i left too quickly to tell him after it while i waited for my mom and i wanted to shout it when he was answering his question but i chickened out because my voice was hoarse and i didnt want him to remember me as the girl who shouted he had nice fingers with a cracked voice

i might be missing some idk sorry you might have to see other fanaccounts too omg and if you managed to read this far, wow thank you for sticking with my fangirling and my monstrous fanaccount. 

aND tHIS IS FOR FUTURE REFERENCE BUT IF YOU ARE WONDERING IF YOU SHOULD GO TO A UKISS CONCERT dONT EVEN QUESTION IT (unless something important is happening that day then take some time to question it) JUST GO BECAUSE IT WAS THE BEST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE AND I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF I WANT TO GO TO ANY OTHER CONCERT AFTER THIS I JUST WOW- EVERybODy DESERVES THIS EXPERIENCE AND DONT GIVE ME THAT THAT YOURE NOT A BIG fAN IT IS ABSOLUTELY WORTH IT eVEN IF YOU'rE NOT THE BIGGEST FAN