Well this would honestly be not a story. This would be a sort of my diary since I dont have anyone to tell these with. To those who are curious about me and how my life goes, this is a little secret of us okay? 

So I got to know what my rank in class is today. I was ranked 5. I belong to a special class wherein we're only 23 students and we get to be classmates for the whole highschool year. Why? Becuse special class is where all the smart people belong. Not that I'm bragging about it, honestly, I dont even know why am I included there since I dont consider myself as smart. Just blessed.

So probably you're thinking why am I not satisfied being in rank 5, dont you? Well because I can say that I really studied hard to be in the top, but I expected that I'll be ranked 4th. But I think I lacked on one push. Not that im not contented, I wasnt just satisifed with my hardworks. Because if you were in my place, I think you'd probably feel the same way. I mean, i deactivated my social networking accounts and I become isolated outside the classroom. I dont even know what's happening outside the classroom since I focused and centered my attention on studies, And studies alone.

But I guess I have to strive harder, to reach what I want. I still need to sacrifice more things and stop complaining because as far as I know, there are still 18 students below me, who's probably thinking the same way as I am right now.

You can call me nerd or what so ever, but you have to know that I value my education the most since I wouldnt want to live in streets and crawl in the ground for living in the future.

So maybe I'm not good enough today, but I know I'm getting there someday.

In the right time. And in the right will of God.