Hi! Just want to share what I'm feeling today. Its taglish. I'm so lazy to translate it in full english so spare me.

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I didn’t expect na magkakaroon ako ng ganitong ‘feelings’ for him. First, he’s not even my type. Definitely not. Second, we’re not that close para magustuhan ko siya. Third, dahil nga di kami close, I don’t really know him. I just know him by his name. So yeah, I will never ever like him.

But, it turned out to be wrong. Unexpected to be exact. Nagustuhan ko siya and yes, I’m fallen for him..

I tried to stop this feelings because I know in the end that masasaktan lang ako. Pero, ba’t ganun? The more I tried, the more it fails.

Yung tipong sasabihin ko sa sarili ko na, “Okay, I should really stop this before it gets worst.” Pero, isang text niya lang.. Wala na, tanga na naman ako.

Maybe, nadala lang ako masyado sa mga sweet talks and sweet acts niya na inborn na pala sa kanya. Na hindi lang pala ako, ang ginaganyan niya.

In short, nag-assume at nag-expect ako. And that’s my ing problem kaya nasasaktan ako ng ganito. Haayyy.. If only I could just turn back time. Maybe, I will not let myself to fall for him. Yes, I will not.

Kaya today, dahil sobrang nasasaktan na ko. Ititigil ko na talaga ‘to. Ayoko na, masyado ng masakit e. Yung dating happiness and kilig na nararamdaman ko sa kanya? Wala na. Napalitan na ng sakit. Oo, wala kong karapatan. Kasi, di naman kami e. Pero wala e, masakit talaga. Sobra.

So I guess, this should be the start to say goodbye to him. Thank you sa kilig vibes and for making me smile before. I don’t like to be bitter kaya, iingat ka nalang. Alright?

See you around nalang and goodbye. A beautiful goodbye.

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