So this is how my day went:

When I finally get out of school

I get inside the car and take out my phone to surf the web

Sees: [NEWS] Nicole Will Be Officially Leaving KARA

After reading it

Questions myself and rereads article from top to bottom, hoping there is some type of twist

Finds no twists or mistakes...

Mom: Are you ok?

Me: Yeah, it's nothing... You wouldn't understand...

Feelings inside me.

Then...

But seriously, I support Nicole over 9000 percent. I just can't help but feel a slight bit of hatred towards DSP for not being able to manage their artists correctly and keep them together (ex. ss501 & A'st1). KARA, to me, will no longer be the same without Nicole and most fans know it. I hope DSP knows what they're losing. No matter how much hate Nicole may get from others, we Kamilias will forever stand by her side through thick and thin. We will wait for Nicole to speak to us what her next move really is.

To Nicole (even though you'll never read this), I am grateful that you were a member of KARA. Without you, I would never have gotten into KPOP. I would never be the person I am now, I would be the same awkward, lonely girl as I was before. Your laughter and goofy personality makes me smile when I'm depress, you teach me new things that I'll never forget. I will support you. together with many others, all the way no matter what. 

Nicole Jjang!~

KARA4Ever