You came into my life looking happy and brave.I was afraid you would leave just like the others did. You promise to be by my side. I felt that I was a burden to you, just as I was to my family. All the happy memories I had with them slowly disappeared as I matured. I looked through all the photos I had but they seem to make my life worst. Living in a place that doesn't feel like home, talking to people who doesn't seem to be all there. I reached out my hand to touch the sky but it's just to faraway. I dreamt of standing on a stage but I began to think my talent is just garbage. I threw it away believing it was trash through all the critiqizism I recieved.If now is my last, I regret not being able to stand up, to not being able to protect my friends, to not being able to believe in my own talent, and  Worst not able to be myself.

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I just wanted to let out some steam from my life. It feels good to do this once and awhile. 

Most of what I have typed doesn't make any sense OTL. It kinda sounds like a very wierd rap.