Did U know how many times U hurt me with what U do? Did U know how many tears falling from my eyes because what U did to me? Did U know how hurt I am when U talk about someone else in front of me even U said, he's Ur friend? Did U ever think about my feeling when U do that in front of me?

Should I cry in front of U to make U understand that I feel hurt? Should I'm yelling in front of U to make U understand that I'm mad? Should I leave U to make U understand what I mean to U? Should I?

I never cried in front of U because I don't want U to feel guilty with what U do to me. But I think, I made a mistakes. It makes U think, I never got hurt with what U do to me. And I never mad at you because I don't want to start another fight with U. I don't want to see U cry because it hurt me so bad.

Sometimes U said, I'm overprotective and another times U said, I'm too sensitive. But did U know why I being like that? Did U ever asked me why I being like now? Like this?

I ignore my friends because I want to spent a lot of time with U. I close my eyes and ignore another girl because I know it can makes U jealous and somehow it hurts U. But.. why can't i get jealous too? Why when I gets jealous and being mad because of that, U will cries and makes me hold that jealousy? Did U know how hard to hold it? I almost exploded several times but when I see U cried, it's better for me to hurt myself than let that tears fall..

U see that?? I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT U!!! AND I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT Ur FEELING!!!

Yeah! I always think about U but I'm always wondering did U ever think about me? Did U ever think how much pain that you gave to my heart everytime U did what U do now? And did U know what U do now? U IGNORE ME AND BEING BUSY WITH Ur STUPID ING FRIEND!!!! HIM!!!

Should I ignore U or cheating on U so U would know how much U hurt me? Or should I hate U so I won't think about U anymore? Or should I die so U will now how precious I am? But will U think about me when I die?

I hate U because I love U. I hate U because I always think about U. I hate U because somehow I know U lied when U said, U love me. I hate U. I hate U. I hate U.

The biggest mistake that I do is falling in love with U till I forget how to climb back and forget about U. Maybe I really really should die so I won't think about U anymore...

- back songs : Know Better - Elliott Yamin & Love The Way U Lie - Rihanna ft Eminem -