THINGS TURNS OUT TO BE WORSE (MY DARAGON HEART IS SLOWLY DYING) SEUNGRI CONFIRMS GD AND KIKO'S IN A RELATIONSHIP?
AIGOO... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE ANYMORE... I NEVER THOUGHT THAT THINGS COULD BE WORSE THAN IT ALREADY IS... I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THIS CAN ACTUALLY GET WORSE... Y IS LIFE FULL OF LIES? Y IS IT FULL OF UNWANTED MEMORIES/TIMES? ALTHOUGH I KNEW FROM THE VERY BEGINNING THAT INVESTING MY EMOTIONS AND MY EVERYTHING INTO THIS PAIRING WILL JUST CAUSE ME A LOT OF HEARTACHES...AND WILL CAUSE ME TO DEVOUR A WHOLE BOX OF TISSUE... I STILL JOINED THE SHIP! I RISKED TO JOIN A SHIPPING WHERE THERE ARE ALOT OF HATERS WHO ARE READY TO SINK THE SHIP AND IT'S SHIPPERS DOWN... I'VE BEEN THROUGH A LOT... APPLERS HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT... AND EVEN THOUGH THOSE TIMES OF DOUBTS.. I STILL MANAGED TO FIND THE LIGHT... BUT... IS THIS REALLY THE END? IS THIS REALLY THE TIME WHERE I SHOULD JUST STOP AND GIVE UP? BUT... IT'S HARD... IT'S REALLY HARD... SPECIALLY WHEN I FOR ONE HAD INVESTED MY EMOTIONS... MY TEARS AND PROBABBLY MY ORGANS AS WELL... TO THIS SHIPPING.. BUT SEEING THIS NOW.. IT TOTALLY BREAKS MY HEART... IT' DESTROYING ME SLOWLY...SLOWLY.. INSIDE... I HAVE MIX EMOTIONS RIGHT NOW... I'M ANNOYED... OH YEAH I AM... PISSED.. AS HELL.. HURT... DAMN RIGHT I AM... BUT... I WILL TRY... YEPP I WILL DEFINITELY TRY TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT GD AND KIKO ARE HAPPILY IN EACH OTHER'S ARMS... I WILL... TRY... I WANT TO TRY CAUSE I KNOW THAT... EVEN THOUGH I WILL SAY THAT I'M OKAY... DEEP INSIDE I'M SLOWLY DESTRUCTING T.T I WANT TO SAY THAT I'M HAPPY FOR THEM... I WANT TO ACCEPT THE TRUTH... BUT... IT'S HARD... REALLY HARD TO DO SO... I WANT TO SUPPORT THEM BUT.... IT'S HARD YEPP... SINCE.. I'VE SHARED MY EVERYTHING TO DARAGON... I'VE CRIED WITH THEM, SMILED WITH THEM, SPAZZ WITH THEM AND LAUGHED WITH THEM.. AND I EVEN PUT MY HEART IN THE LINE FOR THEM... I GUESS.. THAT'S WHY I CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT THAT JIKO IS REAL... THAT DARAGON IS JUST A WORK OF MY IMAGINATION... AIGOO.... LIFE CAN BE SO HARSH... RIGHT... BUT... PLEASE... ONE THING IS FOR SURE... EXPECT ME TO STAY ON AFF... I WILL NEVER LEAVE MY STORIES... PRIOR TO THIS.. U GUYS ARE QUITE AWARE OF MY ABSENCE.. FOR MORE THAT A DECADE... OR SO... ANYWAY... MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE OF THE LACK OF INSPIRATION... EITHER WAY... I WILL... TRY MY VERY BEST TO BRING BACK MY WRITER INSTICTS BACK! UHM... I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE A NOVEL OF MY DEATH OR.. YEAH I CALL IT LIKE THAT... SO I WANT TO END IT HERE... BUT... JUST INCASE YA ALL WONDER... I WILL NEVER EVER LEAVE THE SHIPPING... I WILL NEVER STOP SUPPORTING DARAGON... AND I WILL TRY TO ACCEPT AND BE HAPPY FOR GD AND KIKO... GUYS TELL ME WHAT U THINK ABOUT THIS! THANK U
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