Hello, my beloved readers and friends :D
Okay, so… I have sort of big news (no, I’m neither pregnant, nor getting married; I’m only sixteen xD). I’m moving to a bigger, prettier, and much more inspirational apartment this summer! Though we’re moving in the middle of my exams, I’m still very, very excited about it…

I know what you may, or may not be thinking right now… “Why are you telling us this? You disappear for god knows how long, and then you suddenly return? What’s the deal with that?” For that I can only deeply apologize. I know that not updating for many months is not acceptable at all and stuff, so I’m just gonna be honest. For a period of time I actually thought of giving up writing, because school stressed me out so much, that I simply had no inspiration…

I however have done something for black coffee during my absence; I’ve been writing a whole lot of poems that are gonna be used for the next chapter… Which I’m working on, and I sort of hope to have it done by Tuesday.

But I have bad news too, though… When I’ve finished my current projects, I think I’ll stop writing fanfics. I know that you may be very angry with my about this, and I get why, but it doesn’t really make sense to write them, when I’m not really in fandom with Asian celebrities anymore… You see, I’m currently not listening to Indie rather than mandopop, and reading webcomics rather than watching dramas… I feel sort of like a traitor admitting this, but that’s how life is, you know… Besides, I may continue writing ff’s still… I don’t really know yet, though. If I do so, I will at least give you guys a link to a site I’ll use for purely fictional stories…

Okay so, to talk about something less boring, I wanna tell you about how my life has been the past few months. You see, it’s changed quite some, and I’m much happier than I was the last time I updated. My boyfriend and I have currently gotten a lot closer… Like, a lot (if you don’t believe, ask Blitz… Though I think she’s pretty tired of the PDA, that I’ve found myself doing xD). I started listening to some cool new bands too, and though you may be surprised with the sudden change in my music taste, I’ll really recommend you listening to them anyways… Okay so, I’ll put a few links to youtube in the bottom of this blog, so you can see what I recommend you… ‘Cause it’s like, really good! :D And then I got a haircut… I got my beloved bangs back, though they’re a little too short right now… Oh, and my boyfriend gave me the most beautiful necklace for my sixteenth birthday (the 10^th of January)… What more? My brother got a new girlfriend who actually knows how to treat him! *shock* :p

For the record – I’m also gonna post links to two webcomics at the bottom :D

Anyways, next time I update, I ask you guys very deeply to make small marks on my poems too… I love writing poetry, and I’m starting to see it as a part of my writing :D

At last, I want to ask you guys something… I was wondering if you’re okay with me putting more music, and music references in my fanfics? It makes them easier for me to write, and honestly, it sort of determines me to write more… And maybe continue? :p

Love, love love

Gril4Life/Julie

Recommended list

Death cab for cutie:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJ59-FhJI5c – You can do better than me – Narrow Stairs (2008)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2yFtWJhsT3k&feature=related – Cath – Narrow stairs (2008)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ghmg6ouzuDA&feature=related – Your new Twin Sized bed – Narrow stairs (2008)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neXaFUmiV3g – Someday you will  be loved – plans (2008)

Webcomics:

http://questionablecontent.net/

http://satwcomic.com/