one of my main new year's resolution was to find happiness. although it was a tough year, i was able to find it/go back to it. my stubbornness made me not want to accept it because i thought i didn't qualify enough and/or deserved it. i realized that even when tough situation occurs, when storms are raging, I've always ran back to get help from it. I've always seek it to calm myself down. i didn't know what true happiness was until i fully accepted the fact that,  THAT is what true happiness is. for once, i strongly know that i AM happy and I FOUND it :D