Can someone make me smile?

Hi Taeminnies~

For some reason, I feel really sad and I feel like I really want to cry!

I dont know if its my depression but I feel like crying right now! There is no reason!

Maybe its because I'm so alone and I have no one to talk to anymore. I lost a friend because she thought I was lying to her about a stupid thing and I'm not talking to my dad or grandma. 

My dad called me a and my grandma called me an ungrateful . I feel like every where I go, I make people hate me for no reason. 

I feel such a burden to everyone, that everything is my fault. I'm starting not to care about myself anymore!

I really want to be happy again! 

crying

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Eunhae123689 #1
Just be like, "Uh no. Your the b*tch. No would be willingly to kiss you with a pair of lips from a stripper. You don't know me~!" Lol idk how I'm trying to make you smile tho ^^" just be happy and look at Taemins debut days!!!
_Sona_ #2
I know how you feel. My family curses at me a lot too and makes me feel alone. But you shouldn't be sad. Know that in reality you aren't alone. If you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me.. Even though I'm not close to you I'll listen :)
kpopluvr27 #3
I understand. Some days are just like that, but cheer up, hmmm? Remember there are people here who do care for you. Even if there are people on your end that you feel don't care about you...your friends on AFF do! Cheer up! We are all here for you! >o<

To cheer you up, a joke I shall provide: What is the longest word in the English language?
SMILES!
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Get it? Cuz there's a mile inbetween the two 's'...yeah not really funny. Sorry! >o<
TheGirlWithNoEyes #4
hey i've been through that phase in life where everyone hated me
all i have to say is let it go. when they call you ungrateful don't worry cause later you'll be the one who their depending on. Oh and let your imagnation run wild!!! Your username is an example. Let scenarios of you and Taemin walking in thea rose park and its just you two don't you feel bliss? Well, it's just my way of ignoring the world around me. And also DOn't listen to depressing songs cause that'll will make you cry even more. Or turn a song on thatll raise your hopes up and dance to it like a crazy women. YOu'll find yourself laughing at yourself for those wacky moves. I laugh to myself and speak to myself about kpo p and y guys like scenarios and what'll happen next in the next chapter of a story. I done all of those things. I mean you cant do anything about their ungrateful attuide to you but look don't let them make you feel mirserble. They call you things to make themselves feel better anger get the best of them. You just have to ignore their lowly asses and find a way to shut out the world thats revolving around you and has some alone time to yourself. BTW this comment may not make sense at all.
KaiBaekLover #5
Unnie, everything is ok, okay? I am here for you ok? I love you and I am here! I know how you feel.
Jinkis-Sarang #6
im getting ready to post on here my bias 3. I already uploaded it to fb so u can check it out on there. It might make u smile :)(:
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