My fearest nightmare have arrived. I don't, I'm just so... Here's the deal, they may be the 'idealest' couple now, but I just can't help but feel saddened. It's like I've been stabbed a million times. I can say no to this couple, it's because Taec never did said she courted Yoong. It's all in my delusional mind. I've been always delusional, delusional, may it be the littlest things. Lucky for them, they've got their luckiest New Year present. Unlucky for me.

Seriously, I am and will still be a TaecYoon shipper no matter what. Atleast the friendship is still strong. May it be for shows related, or personal. Still, I'm lucky to have know TaecYoon, I've met so many amazing people, became friends. Yes, you guys, thank you very much for the friendship.

I'm so into TaecYoon, that I, myself, seriously, cried the moment I read the news. Now, I'm writing this, it's past 11 in the morning here in the Philippines, and I'm still in bed. So lazy to get up and start my day. It's really a sad New Year for me. Sad, because I've been so into TY that I don't even know exist. That, I've been so delusional, that I've been expecting more, more and more about them. That I always wanted them to be a couple... 

Here's the thing, I hate and love expecting, but for now, I'm really believing in 'Too much expectations leads to disappointment...' I mean yeah, I've been expecting more, much more, but I got disappointed. I'm the one who's hurt, and I'm the one who'll suffer. I'm thinking of going on hiatus, thinking, just thinking!

I've never think of Seunggi as the bad person here. Here's a thing, dating as for me is dating, but still not in a relationship, they may not yet confirmed about in a relationship, but they are dating, just dating, no commitment or whatsoever. Seunggi will be joing the army this year maybe, gonna left Yoong behind. Aaaaah, as long as they're just dating, and God, they are just dating, dating, not yet married! Hahahahah!

But don't yah worry guys, I'm trying my very best to be strong, I will try my very best not to get affected with this news. Hey, I've got life, but yeah, now Taecyeon's my life. I'm not saying, I'm no longer a fan of Yoona, but just to ease my mind, I'll focus more on Taecyeon. And I'll be forever a TaecYoonizen. 

Thank You and Happy New Year! :*

And hey, I ship Jonghyun and Taecyeon now! Lewl!

And as for the stories, I'm still continuing those guys. Don't worry! Be happy!