This is not kpop related.

Just my rant on my own life.

I'am a sister with three younger brothers and a sister. This evening, I kind of yelled at my brother because of his hell fudging mouth and I kind of feeling guilty about it. I yelled too much, too many that I said something that I shouldnt. Something that my parents didnt allow me to say. Im feeling like a failure and seeing him right now, I cant even utter the word I'm sorry...

If only...If only he didnt test my patience.

I'm a pent up person. I accepted everything as much as I can until I explode. I got this two weeks leave for my studies and I'm hoping for some good rest but he went all the way testing my patience. I dont hate people freaking killing in wars since that was their job but I really freaking hate people without a sense of respect.

Plus, this evening I just got home from my super doopy nice freaking bicker with my friend when she stabbed me in the back. She f***king stabbed me in the back. And went all the way, dragging my boyfriend into the fuss. My boyfriend being a good boyfriend he is, he took her side! I meant that girl slapped me in the face and he took her side! I mean I might be not the best girlfriend, I cant got to the club like that girl able to. I cant drink like her because I hate it, I cant have before marriage because I'm freaking respect myself.

And should I call him as my ex?! Yes! He is my ex. Take him all you want girl! I dont care! He is my WASTE DUMP!

And all of this happened in one day.

I lost a bf and I might lose a brother too.

But my brother came to me just now, saying he's sorry...

At last, we only have our family.

My beloved family.

UHUHU...THAT FEELS GOOD!!!!