that pic right there is my laptop screen u___u

idk what happened with it seriously it was fine last night and when i opened it today it's already like this ;( 

this is the same laptop that was broken a few weeks ago and i'm thinking of having it replaced. it's been with me for one and a half year sighs.

now the bad news comes here. as you can see i don't have my laptop to type updates or even save/bookmark fancams from the previous events so yep, probably no updates until idk :( the only reason i can type this blog right now is because i'm home and my brother's not using the family desktop computer, idk when will it be free again for me to use and as you all know i take centuries when i update ;(

sobs i'm so sorry for this i know i promised to update today/this holiday season but i didn't see this coming TT^TT i'm sorry :(