Hey Everyone

Its been a while since i posted something but school really does take a toll on everything. Well, here we go. I need someone to talk to . I recently have been liking a guy that I have almost known for two months.We met just a while ago. And we both liked each other but he never liked me enough to date me. Literally two days after christmas. He starts dating someone else. And he told me who he was dating. And he told me that he is sorry and that I deserve better. And he told me that he regrets saying yes to the other girl.That he is the one who messed up and now he has mixed feelings on this whole situation.That everything that has happen since then. is a mistake and he keeps feeling sorry. He sayd "Im sorry". but I cant accept his apology. He lead me on for so long. That I cried so much when he told me. I am all out of tears. Very few people know about what happen. Now, when ever i talk to him, i regret meeting him. I regret everything . Even the day we met I regret. I fell so hard for him. Like I was going to give him my first kiss but I never did. I am 17 and I have never kiss anyone. People tell me . Move on. Their is many fish in the sea. I know their is. I just can't believe I fell so hard for him. For him to hurt me this bad. He was my everything even though we weren't dating. He had the key to my heart. He left me and took the key.