Dear Yixing,

This was the letter I wrote during Christmas but because I couldn't touch my laptop, I couldn't post this here. But, just take it as a normal letter. 

I became your fangirl since...2012. I don't remember the day, but I am sure it was on a chilly day of 2012. From that time, I have been adoring you, looking at your every move and have been thinking how can a person be so cute yet y at the same time.

It's my first time feeling this, and first time writing a letter to you, so please, forgive me for my awkwardness. 

Mind explaining me how are you like this? I really want to know, I really do. I'm not joking right now. ._.

And after you tell me, please stop acting all cute and y. I get a nosebleed/goose-bumps after seeing you like that. Really.

Secondly, why so perfect? You can sing, dance, play and do so many things. Why so hardworking? I know you want to see us happy but then, take care of yourself also, neh. When you are in pain, we fangirls also go through the same pain. 

After all, we all love you.

Thirdly, no skinship. Please, don't do that. I ship you with the member but don't be too touchy with them. It makes me jealous. But it's okay, it's far more better than seeing you with another girl, right. xD

It's been a year since I started adoring you. And unlike the Yunho-situation, I can't forget you. I mean, many men came in my life, yet, you stayed inside my heart. I'm not lying, seriously. I mean it. Hoya took Yunho's place, you took Hoya's place, and now, Wonwoo hasn't been able to take your place.

Which means, I really love you a lot. I love you like a fan girl does. Plus, Yunho and Hoya couldn't give me strong feelings like you did. So, you are special, you always will be.

Never say that you aren't. I and Lulu love you very much. Even the other EXO members and fangirls. Don't forget that, and for us, please take care of yourself.

After all, too much of everything is also bad, right. Don't work too hard that you will have to suffer. Every thing has it's limit, please understand that. 

And, do write to me if you are messed up because of anything. Or by Lulu's 'unusual' behavior towards you.

From a fangirl who know that this letter will never reach to you but is still writing it anyways.