I dont know what I should write here, I just lost my dearest father yesterday when I was on vacation. Dont you know how it feels when you find your dearest person's lifeless body after you go back from vacation? I couldn't hold my tears anymore... it hurts so much. It hurt me a lot that I was not by his side in his last moments. But, father... wherever you are, please rest in peace... please guide our family from there. I love you... even though I am not your good daughter, but I really do love you... God... Please give my father a space at your side... He is a great man, a great father and a great husband. He always taught us a lot of good things... Please.... take care of him for us... amienn..