choi miyoung's dirty little secrets

 

 
 
 choi miyoung.
colour my world and paint it green

   
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✶ 빨강색 // 입술

 FULL NAME — choi miyoung
 NICKNAME/S*— 
 BIRTHDAY — 20/01
 AGE — 17
 ETHNICITY — korean
 LANGUAGES — korean (fluent), english (fluent), japanese (basic)

 

✶ 노란색 // 해바라기

 ULZZANG — Baek Sunmi
 GALLERY here
 BACKUP ULZZANG — lee dasom
 GALLERY here


 HEIGHT — 169 cm
 WEIGHT — 48kg
 APPEARANCE — miyoung is a pretty girl. maybe. wavy black hair, long till her s. her face is small, with her factions being soft. people often tell her that she looks "cute" in a weird way because of her eyes. she doesn't think that is something wrong with her eyes, but she catches the point: they're black (as many people out there) and in someway they feel empty. she's tall and secretly wants to stop growing, since her arms and legs look weird. pale skin and extremly skinny.
 STYLE— miyoung isn't a girl of high heels as the other girls at her age. she's the sporty, casual girl who wears sneakers but that doesn't mean they're ugly though. she often wears jeans or pants in general, but she has a guilty pleasure for dresses. she ties her hair only when she's doing her thing: soccer. she don't use big earings or big accesories in general.

 EXTRA— she has one scar in her right leg. and her earlobes pierced.

 

✶ 초록색 // 잔디

 TRAITS — insecure, stubborn, perfectionist, competitive, determined, gullible, kind of a sarcastic, hard worker, passionate.
 PERSONALITY
miyoung is definitely a good child. she listens to her parents and wants to be the perfect child to them (she has to). is her responsibility (more than her choice) to give her family proud and a good name. she tries hard at school, and she's good of that because her parents were and her sister was too, is just in her fate to be good. even if she isn't the best in her classes, she's capable to be in high places because of her hard work (she didn't born with the talent to understand chemistry, but she puts effort to do it).

since her family he doesn't have to many family issues, but her parents constantly reminds her their situation: they aren't poor, yeah, but they have money issues since her father lost a big contract, so know they can't afford to pay her entry to one of the SKY universities. so yeah, the cards are on the table: you have to work and be the best. that's probably the reason behind how she doesn't expend so much money in her as the others in her school can.

she never says it out loud, but she's a little jelous. 

as a perseverant person she's a stubborn too. if she fails, she's gonna stand up and try to do it again (and again, and again) until she can do it right (but then again, she can't fail in the first try). she is a passionate person too, since she loves soccer and is the best at it (everyone say it, and she takes the pleasure to believe them). 

she is not as talkative as she would like to, but still interacts to people enough to don't be crazy. she isn't shy either, she's mostly in between.  she has insecurities too, and them puts her under a lot pressure. she fights to put them away, but she can help it but tortures herself with them.


a kind person.

 LIKES —  
cats
sports (soccer mostly). 
autumm
rainy days
being outdoors of the night


 DISLIKES —  
hot days
failure
chemistry
ignorant people
chocolate

 HABITS 
she bites her nails when she's nervous.
she use to stares at a general point with a lost look. often when she's thinking or worried about something.
she has the habit off studiying while listen to music really loud. 
she skips meals, and heven has a method to people don't notice it. 

 HOBBIES —  
soccer
she likes to spend her money on cds
when she's alone, she writes. writes about her life, and letters that she never send- 

 TRIVIA —  
she get the scar on her legs when she was 8. she was in her soccer lesson and her mom forget to pick her so when she was going back to home she had to run from a dog who was very angry. the dog, in the end, catch her and bite her in the leg. 
her favorite color is green.
she likes rock. but she isn't selective about the music she listens to. she likes almost everything.
she kinda of have a phobia to dogs since the accident happen. and like cats instead. she actually have one and his name is "Floyd", is a male blue russian cat. 
she can write with her both hands, but her dominant hand is the right one.

 

✶ 파란색 // 하늘

 BACKGROUND— the story of miyoung is kind of complicated and a bit of sad. starts with a girls as the others, loving her family and wanted to be as happy as she can. however, it doesn't matter what she does is never enough. it starts with the day when her mom forgot her in her soccer lessons and saying her "i was with your older sister! sorry for forget that!". she was bleeding and with a headache, and her face all dirty with a mix of tears and mud.

she was 8 but she smiled to her mom and told her "next time I will make you to remember me, mom!" it starts then, how much she wants to be better than her sister and the light of her mother's eyes.

she grow up like that, as a competitive as hell. her sister was president class when she entered to high school, she tries too but she just make it as the class's vicepresident. (she doesn't care, she murmurs to herself at nights, because she's better at sports and her dad loves that and everyone does too).

 

his mom and dad have both good jobs. her father is the owner of a big gym's line, with one of them located in gangnam-gu. and her mother is a housewife but with a big herence behind her. and her sister? jaeyoung is married with a doctor she meets while university. and she makes into a good school (one of the best). 

she meet the girls in the school. and she just falls in love with how perfect their relationship is with everyone (she is not talkative, she never had to many friends either so close). even if jooah is more popular than everyone (and more pretty, maybe) she doesn't feel competitive towards her but protected. she finds a best friend.

 

however, things always find a way to get bad. her sister left the city when she finished university and miyoung never missed her presence (but she always noticed, her mother never stopped to talk about her), but suddenly she came back after all this year saying that her married is over and she is gonna to stay back in the city for a while, in their house (miyoung hates how her mother cries and how her father swears to kill that bastard for hurt her 'baby'. miyoung kind of likes that bastard).

everyone around them start to talk about how unlucky is jaeyoung and how she don't have to worry about find another husband because she's perfect and she can made it. people also start to tell miyoung why she acts so much like a boy and how she should look like her sister more.

it starts so randomly that even miyoung didn't notice. she starts to skip her meals because she don't want to be in the same table that with her sister and her parents being the biggest fangirls in the planet (but she has to, anyways. and they talk about their big goals of the day as always, and miyoung just talks about soccer because thats only she have to offer).

is easy to skip meals in front of her parents because they never pay real attention to her (unless is to say her what to do) so she always offers to clean the service and throws away the food while doing it. she gets skinny and goes crazy about the gym. people start to say how pretty she looks, and she smiles back (she doesn't want to be pretty, just better than her sister).

 

one day, she told jonah to came to her home for dinner. it was an innocent invitation, it didn't supposed to end like that.

jooah goes to her home and everything is fine til her mom tells them to get down for dinner. miyoung does the same thing as always (she didn't eat, plays with the food and locks herself to her own world) except that she catch her dad telling jooah that he wishes for a daugther like her and jaeyoung telling that she would like her more as a sister that miyoung itself.

she feels like she's already crying as she stands up and runs away to her room. she can hear her sister complaining, and her dad saying that he didn't mean to. she feels like puking and so she does.

except that jooah appears. miyoung feels embarrasing of herself, and even if jooah didn't ask anything she tells how she feels (the pain, "i'm so disgusting, jooah? why even my family didn't like me?"). jooah hugs her, and miyoung feels great to have a friend like her.

but then, she doesn't. jooah starts to make fun of her (she's still her friend, she still talks to her and don't tell anything directly) but she sugges weird things and miyoung catches them. she even start to wonder if she told the others about it (but they don't say anything and didn't seem to catch the things, so miyoung relaxes).

 

when jooah's body is found miyoung cries a lot. it shocks her, but she knows that not in the same level as "Blue". she's angry, sad and lethargic; but in some part of her heart she was full of relief: jooah wasn't there anymore to tell bad things about her issue, and her secret was safe.

 SECRETS — apart of the bulimia thing, miyoung has new troubles. first, with her family (obvioulsy), her father lost a big part of the gym's line so he eventually goes unemployed. she don't see nothing wrong with people know it, but her parents forced her to act like nothing's happen (they live because of her mom's herence and she goes to work as a lawyer). [edit] then she gets the point: nobody can knows that their status is in a whole new bad level. 

+ [edit] she starts to be harassed by her soccer coach and obviously she doesn't like that. she notices how the "innocent touchs" aren't that innocent anymore. he tries to kiss her but she stop him and confront him about the thing, but he makes an obvious statement: if she says something, it would be a big scandal. and she catches the threat: she could loose soccer and the opportunities to have a scholarship. and then he says that anybody will believe her because nobody believes in liars as her. and he's right. 

+ [edit] one of her little secrets, is that she once take an old chemistry project of her sister and presented it as her own. 

 
 FAMILY — 
father  choi junseok  48  unemployed (was an empresary)  
mother  baek jimin  46  lawyer (was a housewife)  
older sister  choi jaeyoung  25  physician  

 FRIENDS — 
kim hyuna  17  student / soccer team  5
bang yongguk  22  barista  4*

( miyoung knows him because he works as barista in the cafeteria that she uses to go. she always go to there so they eventually get closer.)


 RIVAL/S — 
bang minah  17  student   she is also in miyoung's soccer team, and she always acclaims to be better than her in soccer. in reality, miyoung didn't care so much about her, but sometimes she gets pissed off.

 THE OTHER GIRLS — 
pink
purple
blue
yellow
red

 

✶ 보라색 // 자수정

 LOVE INTEREST — choi jonghyun (changjo), 18, teen top.
 PERSONALITY — 
jonghyun is a dreamer and a free spirit. he can't be tamed and dreams about be the biggest dancer ever. he has a strong character though, since he gets pissed off really faster and doesn't tolerate when people make fun about he or his dream. he's nice with people who likes, and can seem reserved to strangers but is because he just don't feel comfortable with them. apart of dance, he likes to sing but he doesn't sing in public. he goes bad in maths, so he gets help from tutors, but he's good in chemistry.
 

 HISTORY — he's one of the friends miyoung makes after jooah gets lost. they start to talk while miyoung offers to be his tutor from maths (and he pays her being her chemistry tutor). they get along easily. 

they relationship is a lot as friends , they're bestfriends and jonghyun is the first person who miyoung talks about her issue (directly, she does not count jooah). he finds himself being her support, and gets really worried about the thing. they're act like childs when they around and often trains with miyoung (soccer). 

when jooah's body is found, he helps miyoung to get over it. he often says miyoung not worry about SKY U, but worry about to be happy and enjoy the good things of life. and he always asked her why she doesn't try to make it as a soccer player.
 TRIVIA — 
+ he likes miyoung and miyoung likes him back too. but she doesn't make anything for make her relationship grow. so jonghyun confess to her first. 
+ he isn't the biggest fan of the other girls but he's polite to them. 
+ he likes to cuddle with miyoung, ok. he isn't a big fan of skinship, but he likes it when is with her.


 OTHERS 
nam woohyun, infinite. 
+ lee byunghun (ljoe), teen top.

 



✶ 핑크색 // 벚꽃

 REQUESTS — please make miyoung and jonghyun relation ship as fluffy as you can < 3. i mean, drama is perfect, but since miyoung has a strong background i want someone to make her feel good and i think he is perfect for that. so~
 COMMENTS — ok. i was a little insecure about the sport, miyoung has to make it into the one of the SKY U  but i don't know if they offer sport scholarships but i think we can put a little of fiction here, maybe? i choose soccer because it seems to be a pretty common sport in korea. AND i'm also sorry if i write too much in the background part, i just want to make clear her relation with her parents (and i know, i messed up with the times and stuff, sorry lol). 

 PASSWORD —  Orange

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

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