To my friend that I feel like has hurt too much in the past to be hurting now. 

 

My Wonderful Friend

 

I don't know if you realize: 

 

that life is full of wonders, 

that people in life love you,

that I love you more than you know. 

 

It's been such a long time since we talked together, 

It's been such a long tie since I heard your voice. 

It's been such a long time since we talked together, without regarding pain in our words. 

 

You're my friend, 

You're my sister. 

You're part of me. 

 

I hate it when you suffer,

I hate it when you leave me alone. 

I hate it when I don't hear from you, because I don't know were you are. 

 

Please... 

love life, 

do not suffer, 

Be yourself

and be with me please. 

 

I'm not sure if you realize that I love you and I need you so badly. 

It hurts me every day to see you hurting. 

I know that you have your reasons but... 

I miss you so much. 

 

I don't think you need to make an effort to talk to me, 

but if you do try to make an effort to do something, 

please do this; 

 

Make an effort to smile, 

laugh, 

find a reason to be yourself and be happy, 

And love someone else as much as I love you. 

 

Please do that because you don't know how much I love you. 

I never mean to be ignoring you, 

I never mean to hurt you, 

I never mean to seem like I'm uncaring. 

 

I'm trying my best to reach out to you,

But I can't reach you,

So please don't think I'm ignoring you.

 

I'm scared of being along because I've already lost too many friends. 

When I met you, I thought that we could be friends forever. 

Please don't fade away from me. 

 

From someone who cares,

From someone who will be here forever for you, 

From someone who loves you. 

 

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