❝ yoo morae's dirty little secrets

 

 
 
 yoo, morae.
colour my world and paint it red

   
lovesiick // rin // 8-9 // utc + 8:00
 

 

✶ 빨강색 // 입술

 FULL NAME — yoo morae
 NICKNAME/S

yoorae: her girl friends and family call her this. however, since the disappearance of jooah, only her mom calls her this. it was, afterall, joo who came up with the nickname.
rae: a nickname jongin and her mother uses
yoo yeosin: literally means 'goddess yoo'. the girls call her this after they reunite again due to her popularity in school
pet/love: jongin calls her this all the time and he likes the way it makes her feel flustered      

 BIRTHDAY — 02/14
 AGE — 17
 ETHNICITY — korean
 LANGUAGES  — korean (fluent), english (fluent), japanese (conversational)

 

✶ 노란색 // 해바라기

 ULZZANG — park hyemin (pony)
 GALLERY click!
 BACKUP ULZZANG — kang jiwon
 GALLERY click!


 HEIGHT — 160cm
 WEIGHT — 47kg
 APPEARANCE 

before: morae had always kept her hair long, past her chest, claiming it was her pride and soul. jooah had always complimented her, with the way it followed her every move and how it was so smooth and shiny. she had a pair of doey eys that she never put any colors on, a naturally high nose, and a small, supple lips she never liked putting anything on except for her favorite eos mint lipbalm. she has a beauty mark right underneath her left eye and a heart shaped birthmark above and lateral her right knee.

after: after the incident, morae became the epitome of perfection in the popularity's eyes. her skin glowed and glimmered and whatever make up she wore looked flawless in her skin. morae hates going out without anything and she always claims a hint of bb cream and a layer or two of lip balm would always make a difference. one of her life mottos are 'dress as if you'll bump into your enemy'. it's a rare moment scene to see her clad in pajamas while shopping but that doesn't mean morae isn't comfortable. she doesn't usually keep her hair long anymore though, and likes it in a short bob cut (which she claims accents her high and wanted cheek bones) 

 STYLE— morae is usually found in very comfortable clothing in which isn't too tight or too snuggled on her body. during the summer, she likes high waist skirts and shorts, distressed jeans, flip flops, and loose tops. during the winter, she's usually clad in knitted pasteeaters, oose tops tucked into jeans and pants, fur boots, and knitted beanies with cute balls on top of it. she's a big fan of satchel bags and sling bags and the size of her bags are usually large, due to her other things such as make up bag, brush, etc. she dislikes wearing heels and shoes. she prefers wedges, loafers, and flip flops.her other fashion es are peter pan collars, anything pastel, and spiked headbands. 

   
 

 

 EXTRA— she has a heart shaped birthmark on the back of her left thigh and a small beauty mark just lateral to her right eye. she has a single dimple on her left cheek which can be seen whenever she's smiling. 

 

✶ 초록색 // 잔디

    

 TRAITS — confident yet insecure, easily distracted, gullible, alluring, lively, indecisive, contradicting, curious

 PERSONALITY
✶ even though blessed with good looks and good parents, morae was nothing but a shadow that always stood behind those who glowed more than she did. maybe one of the reason why was because of her weight. although sweetest of the bunch and would compliment anyone who smiles upon her, she was often mocked especially by jooah for being chubby and out of place. because of this, morae was easily insecure. she found herself comparing herself to the other girls around her who wore size 0 jeans compared to her size 9. she found it hard that she couldn't share clothes with her group of friends due to her size and found it difficult to not get spotted because of how chubbier she was compared to the others. although she was looked down upon by by jooah, it was also her who helped morae shed some weight before their big day for high school. it wasn't until then when people took notice of her presence, how pretty she got due to exercise and healthy lifestyle, and how she actually had the potential in stealing jooah's spot as queen bee. however, jooah was well aware of the growing confidence morae had and would remind her of loyalty, and how morae wouldn't be the person she was if it wasn't for her. this reminded morae often of how often she was looked down and marked the beginning of her growing hatred for jooah. 


✶ after jooah's death, morae (without a doubt) was newly minted queen bee and because of this, her head began to grow. she craved compliments, wanted nothing but good stuff being said about her, and turned herself into someone doting and alluring, wanting to always impress rather than express. even though she was all of this, morae still remained to her oldself was was kind and generous to those who were the same with her. morae is naturally curious and will ask all sorts of questions until she gets the answers she wants. she doesn't like people seeing her cry because she thinks it shows weakness and prefered it was her comforting them. she's one of the boldest in the group, isn't afraid to say what she wants, and will often have snide and snarky remarks, supporting even ideas which she knows isn't so good. however, as sassy as she was, she was also very gullible and this is why she doesn't do well with insults. she'll believe in anything anyone tells her and will let her get into her head. this will cause her to later on overthink and overanalyze things she shouldn't be thinking about. 

✶ morae is witty and sassy but also innocent, caring and thoughtful. she does everything to keep her loved ones safe and will stand up to her ground about something that she believes in. although not as motherly as the other girls, she is protective of her friends and shows her fierce side when defending them. when the other girls are feeling down, she becomes the vitamin that gives them the confidence and she'll try to provide the strength they need to overcome any situation that is too overwhelming and tiring. she is naturally curious, a bit too strong minded, a little insecure, and is easily distracted but as always, morae is able to pull through and show how good of a person she really is despite looks or reputation.

 

 LIKES  
chai tea latte ; her no.1 favorite drink in the world. she always orders this drink especially when she's studying
boba tea ; she's addicted especially to earl grey milk tea
rainy weather ; there's just somethig calming about the storm and the thunderstorm
make up ; it's one of her es, to buy and try new cosmetics and skin care products
knitted sweaters ; she especially loves the sweaters with peter pan collars
pastel colors ; shades of mint and corals are her favorite
winter season ; she. dislikes hot and humid weather and would rather prefer the cold season 
watching movies ; especially with friends. she likes romanic comedies, dramas, and anything that can make her tear up
her dog named komong, a shih-tzu poodle apricot mix


 DISLIKES 
cleaning ; she likes the mess although her mom always accuses her of having a messy mind with a messy environment (which is partly true)
silence ; the usual social butterfly turns into an awkward mess when people gets quiet
rejection ; since she doesn't usually get rejected, she doesn't know how to handle rejection
being stuck with nothing to do
gossip and being talked about without her knowing

 HABITS 
staying up a little too late
overthinking too much
over-analyzing situations and things people tell her
biting her lips when she's bored
puffing her cheeks with air when she's listening to someone talk
impulse shopping

 HOBBIES 
running, especially during night around the city
ballet & gymnastics
going to the movies with her boyfriend or friends
shopping
playing with hair & make up

 TRIVIA 
 she's a winter child and was born during the day of love: valentine's day 
she's your go-to stylist. whenever there's parties and outings, her friends will usually ask if they could borrow her clothes
her ideal man is actor ji hyunwoo
she's very good in literature and any subject dealing with writing and language
she has a native pastel dream catcher in the middle of her bed frame

 

✶ 파란색 // 하늘

 BACKGROUND — morae grew up into a loving household where her mother did not restrict her from food even though she was a notorious ex-model now renowned fashion designer. as far as she could remember her parents had always been sweet to one another. during her childhood, she was quite the chubby bunny but did plenty of activities such as ballet and gymnastics. however, as flexible as she was, she couldn't lose the weight she gained and seemed as if she was gaining more and moras she grew older. however, she didnt actually mind being chubby and accepted herself for who she wa. it wasnt until the summer before highschool that she began to lose weight, with the help of jooah who trained her ruthlessly every day. things were going well but this all changed when they both found out that her dad was living with another woman in the outskirts of the city, providing her with money and a condominium. he seeked for a divorce quickly and after this, her relationship with her mother grew stronger, knowing she was the only one her mom could rely on. 

 SECRETS  
— the reason why their parents divorced was because her dad felt as if her mother was too controlling and strong minded. the girls know about this but her new friends don't know about their divorce because people thinks she has the best pair of parents in the world (she would, had they not divorced)

— everyone that her dad is working in a different city when he's actually living with a woman much younger than him. she confesses to the other girls later on when they all reunite
— she was a chubby child, until they entered high school. however, it was jooah who helped her lose weight  right in time for freshman year
— morae dislikes eating too much, especially if its rice. she's scared of the thought of getting fat again
— she had big and deep stretch marks around her stomach and her thigh before, which was cosmetically done (surgery) with the help of her mom. she becomes a bit paranoid over her body after that, always putting lotion, avoiding the sun, and avoiding accidents where her skin might get scarred
— she had a big crush on jongin even when he was still together with jooah. jooah later on found out because she caught her staring and watching him from afar and instead of getting mad, she just sneered and told her how jongin was loyal to her and he'll never like a girl who used to be fat
— her dad is living with a younger woman named bae suji. she was a model for one of her mom's fashion shows and that's how she met her dad seungwon

 

   
 FAMILY — 
mother  han chaeyoung  42  fashion designer  4  morae is close to her mom since she's the only one she feels she's got. she's very confident and strong minded yet caring towards her child. when morae was younger, she didn't feel it was needed for her to go on a diet because kids should be allowed to eat what 
father  yoo byunghun  42  architect  3  they used to be very close but since the divorce, their father-daughter relationship was put into a strain. they keep in touch via texting and calling and she sometimes meets him and suji for dinner.
 FRIENDS — 
park chanyeol  18  ex-boyfriend. even though they have no feelings for one another anymore, chanyeol still takes care of morae and treats her as a good friend. jongin usually gets jealous of him thus resulting to chanyeol not being able to talk to her whenever jongin is around  5
ahn sohee  17  classmate. she's quiet and reserved and morae feels as if she understands her better than anyone else. however, she would usually have to ditch sohee when her more popular friends are around because they are supposedly from different social spectrums  4
jessica jung  18  bestfriend. they became closer when morae drifted apart from the other girls.  jessica is one of the most popular kids in school and is part of morae's social clique  4

 RIVAL/S — 
jooah  18  deaceased  she felt jealous of her friend for being so popular and known and ended up hating her for the way jooah always insulted and degraded her.

bae suji  26  model  morae feels as if suji only seduced her father into living with her

 THE OTHER GIRLS — 
pink  since both did ballet during childhood (an effort to stop morae from gaining weight), their mothers became instantly close. since then, they've been together everytime and grew up to be best friends. however, jooah was the dominant one between the two of them, always dictating morae with what to do and what to wear
green  since green is very laid back and relaxed, morae gets along with her really well. she's usually her pig out buddy and morae likes how green doesn't complain when she takes too long in the dressing room (unlike the other girls who usually start complaining that their feet ache)
blue  even though she had a lot of money, morae liked the fact that blue was very humble and down to earth. she had a very comforting sense in her, which morae usually seeked whenever she felt bad about something or someone. 
purple  whenever they were stuck on a situation, purple was the quickest one to think of a way out. not only was she handy and clever, she was also very motherly
yellow  although morae is equally close to the girls, morae finds yellow a little too much at times but she also knows how controlling she could be and that was something morae never got the hang of

 

 

✶ 보라색 // 자수정

    

 LOVE INTEREST — kim jongin (exo)
 PERSONALITY — with his skyrocketing height, deep dimples, and mesmerizing smile, one wouldn't think this boy can harm a fly. however, jongin is actually strong minded like morae and he isn't afraid to voice out his opinions. definetely not an open book, jongin will always stand in the thin line between defense and offense. jongin's more obnoxious and whimsical than one might think. he'll mimmick you, nag you to death, and tease you until your eyes bleed tears. but behind his ruthless and bad boy facade actually lies a pretty generous guy. once he's let his guard down towards people, they come to realize that he's not condescending, just a little misguided and misunderstood. since they got together, she's come to realize that he's loyal and once he says he'll stay with you, he means it for good. maybe this was why he never left jooah, even though she was tempermental and rotten. if there is something he feels isn't right, he'll protest and scamper around. he has more dislikes than likes and has poor control of habits either such as his occasional soju spree and his damn cigarette box he just can't keep his hands off (morae would usually pinch his mouth whenever she spots him with a cigarette, thus learning never to smoke around her). once he sets his eyes on you, you're as good as snow white under the impression that the red deliciously looking apple is, well, delish. when under the state of infatuation, jongin will turn into a dangerous romantic but not in the sense where he makes it obvious. instead, he'll do little things such as call you during nightime, text you when you wake up, bring you lunch to your classrom, and so on. he's the type of person that you'll start missing whenever he's gone and start not missing whenever he's back.
 

 HISTORY — morae first met jongin during the homecoming party. by that time, morae had shed all of her baby fat and was wearing size 3 jeans (a bit improvement from her size 9). she whispered to the other girls how she found jongin cute but after she heard jooah talking about how he was exactly her type, she backed off and watched as the two got cozy and comfortable. soon after, they announced that they were dating. during those times, morae would always act civil towards him and he was nothing more but her best friend's boyfriend whom she didn't interact with much. after jooah's death though, they became closer because she saw how he suffered and how much he was hurt by the news. sometime after that, jongin began to ask her on dates and after confiding with jessica (and her assuring morae that there was nothing wrong with going out with him), she finally gave in and started dating him. jongin was more affectionate towards morae tha he'd been with jooah and maybe it was because she wasn't demanding or controlling like jooah was (except for when he attempted to smoke). he was always the first one to initiate skinship, always made sure to pick her up, and was very generous with buying her gifts too. they often fought though due to contradicting personalities and during times when she found him too childish and irritating. he sometimes played tricks on her and always arouund but they were all harmless jokes where he would say he only wanted to see morae's cute side.

 TRIVIA 

— the ex-boyfriend: jongin dated jooah when they were in junior high and they had an on/off relationship until the day she vanished. during that day, jongin and her got into a big fight in which morae overheard
oppa: he really likes it when morae calls him oppa, despite the fact that morae dislikes the idea since other girls call him oppa as well
— skinship: likes to show off their pda around school and will show his love for her by holding her hand, kissing her in public, and picking her up from school with his car
— there are other girls who talk about morae and how they feel as if she's a big backstabber for dating her dead best friend's ex-boyfriend. during these times, jongin would comfort her and tell her how much he loves her and she'll feel better
— jongin is aware of morae's ego and how insecure she could be. it makes him want to take care of her more

 OTHERS 
— back up(s): kris wu / park chanyeol  / nichkhun horvejkul



✶ 핑크색 // 벚꽃

 REQUESTS 
— the love fight: morae had plans on sneaking in to the back kitchen with plotline green when she suddenly heard jooah yelling, obviously crying as well. when she realized that she was having a fight with her then boyfriend, jongin, at the back of the cabin, she decided to check if everything was alright. plotline green went back to purple's room for help and that left morae alone with the couple. he was furious, yelling and cursing at her. before morae could even reveal herself, jooah ran to the forest, eyes bloodshut. jongin followed her and after realizing that they weren't coming back soon, morae followed too. however, she began to loose her tracks and went back. the next morning, jooah was declared missing and jongin became the first suspect to be questioned. she later on realized that the reason why they fought is because of a pregnancy scare


— weight mocks: where jooah makes fun of her for being funny and even when she lost all her baby fat, jooah still pokes at her by showing her old photographs and how she'll never be able to escape the fact that she used to be fat

— oh buddha i cant think of any anymore, i shall add more when i think of some o u o

 COMMENTS — i hope you dont mind me explaining morae's relationship with the other girls. and whatever you feel i wrote incorrectly or doesn't go with the plotline, please let me know so i can change it asap. i dont mind! also, sorry it got so long i got a little carried away ;-; 

 PASSWORD pink pink pink!! ohoho.

 
 
 
 
 

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