The number 5

I have 555 karma points and 55 friends. The number 5 is repeated 5 times. DB5K is made of 5 members. I love the number 5. I love DB5K. I will always be a Cassiopeia that AKTFs and will continue to support them until I die. I know that it's unlikely I'll ever meet them, but I'm perfectly happy to be where I am now. They will probably never know of my existence, but all that matters is that I know of their existence. Of course, I only knew of them recently and although I regret not being here from the beginning, I'm happy that I came late. Why?, you may ask. That's because if I were to find them when they first debuted, 10 years ago, I would've only been 5. I'd have seen them as a bunch of men who sang in a different language. I would never have been able to appreciate them as much as I do now. I'm quite grateful to know them at the time I knew them. Even if I was at an older, more matured age, I wouldn't have been able to witness the greatness behind them. Before I discovered them, I disliked Jaejoong. Not dislike, but more of a strange vibe... I was very much in love with Jpop and everyone was just fangirling over him. I personally saw him as a big-headed guy that used his beauty to seduce innocent young ladies. Then, I saw this picture: http://s364.photobucket.com/user/aitsukame/media/20090128_tvxq_605.jpg.html I was infuriated. I love KAT-TUN and when I saw some Korean group trying to compete with them, I was like: Oh hell no, . This is KAT-TUN! I went and found out which song they were competing with. The song was Survivor so I decided to listen to it. Needless to say, I loved it! I also realized that they were all really handsome, especially the guy in the middle! He was Jaejoong. As in, the Jaejoong I hated. At that time, I was torn between whether to become a fan or not. I soon found more of their Japanese ballads and was hooked. There was no going back, not that I wanted to. So, I was a fan. I was happy. On Google, it said that there are 5 members so I thought nothing had happened. Then, I read their Wikipedia. At first, I saw the picture (the same one as at is today) and I thought I was reading the wrong article. TVXQ are 5, not 2. And those two men in the picture didn't look like any members. Nonetheless, I read on until I found out that they split up. I was heartbroken and disappointed. Not in them, but just at myself. I don't know why, but I just was... But then, that was the time that I decided I'd love them forever. I'd support them forever. I would not let my feelings towards them waver and I refused to even look at any other group for over a few months. I started finding out everything I could about them. I read as much as I could and watched as many subbed videos as I could find. I was, and still am, obsessed with them. Through seeing their smiles and tears, their love and friendship and brotherhood and undying passion, I came to realize that there were good people on this Earth. I came to realise that there were nice people who weren't at all evil. I had found a treasure. A treasure which became a great part of me. A treasure that, sadly, only a few people had found. They taught me many things and made me the person I am today. They have done so much for a young teenager called me without even realising. I will forever be grateful to them and will always love them. I sound like a broken record but it's true. They're probably not going to read this, but I'm writing this because I want to feel like I've done something. If you read this until the end, thank you for having the patience. If not, it's okay. I understand that it was long and full of feelings. Either way, AKTF and happy 10th DB5K day. Oh yeah, by the way, on allkpop, there are a few articles on TVXQ and JYJ's messages for their 10th anniversary. Go check them out. TVXQ have written hand-written letters and JYJ have made a video. JJ and JS have also tweeted about it. There are translations on AKP, so feel free to read them! AKTF!

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