Tumblr is such a bad idea. It made me see all these beautiful fanarts, as if DA is not enough, and I stare at my computer screen, feeling more and more sorry for myself.

 

But even with the number of fanarts released every day, I still feel Kiliel-deprived. With anime, you get to see the characters in at least 20 eps. Detective Conan is my fave - it has hundreds. MUWAHAHA. Then there's manga to fall back on. It is the same with kdramas and tv series. But with Kiliel, I only have Desolation of Smaug. And the story isn't about them either.

 

So, I sit here, my hands itching to draw but I can't. orz. My dad can. My sister can. Why can't I? Because mom can't? o.o (She designed the floor layout of the new house we're going to build next year and the fact that the architect understood her sketch and was able to draw a purty house, means that my mom can. She arranges flowers for the flower offering every Sunday morning, gardens, bakes, decorates the interior of our house...) But not this Keeper. OTL.

 

At least, I was able to contribute gifs. I had fun making them because I get to see Kili and Tauriel over and over and over. It's also kinda nice seeing all those likes and reblogs in my dash. I got 131 notes for this:

 

 

(cue Kili singing: "Would you look at her... She looks at me.

She's got me thinking about her constantly. But she don't know how I feel~ She carries on without a doubt. I wonder if she's figured it out. I'm crazy for this girl~ Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl~")

 

Quality is not good even after PS because the uploader recorded this from the cinema. BAD. But anyway, I wouldn't have a gif in the first place. I wouldn't dare to write a fanfic without reading the book. Besides, I already found fics in AO3, HOHO.

 

Perhaps one day, I'll be able to draw my first fanart :D

 

That's why I really appreciate the Kiliel shippers who are creating all these fanarts and fanfics until we see the third and final installment next December 2014.

 

I am certain I'll watch it, even if it means I am going to cry at the end. Ughh. My first ship and they die orz Nonetheless, I'll see through the end of it as a starlight through and through. I mean the light we see at night are what is left of stars that are long gone... memories. I'll definitely make sure to collect good memories in this journey.

 

I am not speaking a foreign language, I know.

 

I wonder how kpop fans do it. This shipping. Especially those who ship unconventional and unpopular pairings. At least I got tumblr. HAHA. I dislike it at times but I can't stay away from it. I'm crazy.

 

I watched DoS last December 14. Opened tumblr on the 19th. Two days later and I got four milestones. I said I won't post them anymore but they look so cute :3 (and they kinda make a nice border to end this post)

 

- Keeper

p.s. just skip silly posts like these and be sure to check out the more serious ones lol