So I found out that I got this cute guy for our secret santa in school.

By cute, I mean the guy who I had a crush on for 2-3 days.

But I brought the wrong gift.

And I kept apologizing to him.

He asked me: "Is this the same with the other one?"

"Yes, but I spent more time looking for the other one. So it's more special than this."

"I'll let it go if..." Then he suddenly open his arms widely.

I'm like : Oh gosh, I hate skinship. *steps forward*

And he pulled me into a hug.

And I hugged back.

Now I feel empty without  his hug

Fudge.

But I have this crush on one of his friends.

His friend who decided not to attend the party.

Now I don't know if it's because of that.

Am I simply projecting this feelings for him because I want to actually do it to his friend..

OR.

I DO NOT KNOW---

*kills self with candy*