Coming possible retirement

I don’t know why I’m writing this … but at the moment, I seriously think I need to reconsider about it …

About writing Ricsyung Fanfics …

I just started writing fanfics in this June but fortunately, many paid attention to my fics and now I already have two complete fics and three ongoing chaptered fics + one-shot collection. I have many unique subscribers, votes and comments from all of you and it’s one of my best times in my life for sure.

But …

Maybe I’ve been way too immersed in this couple as my love for Shinhwa is big but I started to realize it’s getting more and more dangerous for me day by day …

Yeah … it’s also my moody state currently but since weeks ago, I felt like my time for writing Ricsyung fanfic is coming to an end … and for that, surely, I don’t feel good anymore … then, I realized how freakingly they started to occupy in my life …

I know I’m being a delusional fangirl all this time knowing this will never happen in reality but still I don’t think my heart will stay calm when the time comes …

Blame my craziness but I can’t help …

I know I’m doomed for my life being a shinhwa changjo and a ricsyung stan but I need to refrain myself from being too immersed in ricsyung …

I shouldn’t be too serious and too delusional thinking about them all the time because in the end, I need to protect myself from heartbreaking unnecessarily … and I really want to congratulate them with my sincere heart when they get into relationships or get married …

So … in the future, I’ll try not to think too much ricsyung and too many ideas for ricsyung fanfics …

I’ll go on writing my ongoing fics because of my readers who trust me, subscribe my fics and vote for my fics … I can’t let them down …

But after that, after that … I’ll try not to write anymore about ricsyung … I’ll just go back to a reader and a mere stan until one of them get into a relationship …

Hope they won’t get into a publicized relationship before my fics end because if it happens, I can do nothing but just drop all my fics because from the beginning, I decided not to write when they are in relationships with other people … You know, it’ll never be the same with before …

Sorry if I made you down or annoyed … but I think I need to let you all know about this …

Thank you.

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hyuu_hikari #1
Just read your blog izzy, my thought is the same with lots of comments before me, do what you think you should do =D i realize i also become too immersed in them and sometimes dunno how to differentiate which one is real or not. But i think, even it'll be very very hard, at the time one of them announcing they are in a relationship, i can let my ship go, not sailing anymore, but just gone from my eyes :')

As a reader, thanks for the fluffyIzzy fanfics, AngstyIzzy fanfics, and many other fanfics you have written, i really enjoy my time reading your stories (^-^)
I hope we can still keep in touch (^-^)

lastly, I will always support you <3 izzy-eonnie -yeah, i decided to call u eonnie this time-, fightiiiing!! *\^o^/*
CallmeEss #2
Izzzyyyy....
We all understand about Ricsyung and all the delusional thingy about them.. >.<
I also realize day by day I become more and more into them and sometimes I think I am going crazy..*and I admit I am addicted to them @.@*

However, Shinhwa is not responsible for our life, perhaps when at the end they will get married (I hope so, even though my heart will break apart, but it's okay I always support what will be the best for them^^)

As a reader,
I always love your writing skills.. You are one of my favorite author Izzy^^
At the end, decision is in you.. But I hope you will always keep in touch in this AFF..
I am so glad when I found AFF and there are so many changjos here^^ and I am so glad when most of them were so niceee to me...<3
In this AFF.. I found a place where I can express my feeling towards Shinhwa and I also found friends in here.. and I found you, Izzy^^ kekeke.. You are an amazing author~~

Will always support youu... Fightingggg ^^
feelgyo #3
Ohh Izzy....... :'(
As your reader, I'm so sad right now... ​​(-̩̩̩-͡ ̗--̩̩̩͡)
As your unnie *I hope u consider me as your unnie*, I'm trying to understand that. You're right, ricsyung world is too dangerous. Me too, sometimes I can't telling which one is my imagination and which one is the reality. Bcoz they're the true entertainer and I blame their boldness in showing fanservice... --"
Furthermore, ricsyung is all about fanservice *eventhough I hv a tiny hope that they're real lol*

Well, it's not the end right? Please keep in touch with us (especially me xD). I dunno a lot of shcj, that's why I cherish all my orange princesses I know :D

My dear Izzy, Fighting!! ^^9
zini_ly #4
As a reader I also immersed with ricsyung. And sometimes this give impact in my routine life. I also have a same feeling. Forgot that they have their own normal life.. but still..I like your story..like your writing style.always waiting when u will update a story. Im your fan..a loyal fan..however I have to respect your decision and still supporting you..patiently waiting for you to end all ricsyung story..hugss
cglcb1 #5
If you feel like you need to take a break, then you should. ""Shinhwa is not responsible for your life" so you shouldn't let them affect your life in a negative way.
Fighting !!
nuzwir #6
Eventhough ur not writing ricsyung anymore I will still read ur story izz..don't worry..I'm still ur no 1 reader fans..I wish I can write story like u n other author but it failed..so izz, cheer up!!I'm support u always..:) I think u have positive comment abt this..so smile izz....*big hug
shinfly #7
Izzy....... :(

We have same problem....
well, actually i just enjoyed ricsyung as part of my delulu thought... i dunno if they're real i will accept them or not. Tbvh, i rejected same love, i rejected LGBT thingy... I'm psychology grad and i know it's part of the abnormal act..

But, here I am... I enjoyed ricsyung as bromance and their pull and push relationship. I really want both of them are normal, get married with nice women (it's never be me, hahaha). I know someday i'll broken..but this is what we called as bittersweet moment as fangirl :)

I read fic.. It's contrary with my value, my believe... But, once again..here I am.. I read it, and i write it...

I always think... ah.. well, they're not real, they never be real..
The positive things i get from this 'delulu thingy' *LOL* are friends (hei, I met you thru this web!), english (I'm at english, but i tried hard to read and write one), happiness (perhaps it's just...pseudo happiness)

I'm addict with them... I admit it...
But, the addiction can be heal... so when that day comes, I'll stop being RS shipper and healing myself...hahaha.
All is well

The thing will turn be okay..
This is compensation being fangirl, being RS shipper

Let's savor this moment together~~
Just for this moment, we can enjoy our delulu, and then... clash! everything will dissapear...hehehe

whew~~ I'm being sentimental now... :')
Manunulat #8
*hugs* Wish you all the best, Izzy! :-)
sarashinhwa #9
IZZYYYY I SO AGREE WITH YOU!! THAT IS THE FEELING I INTEND TO GET WHILE I STRT ANOTHER FIC!! I'LL DO THE SAME THING AFTER THESE THREE FICS I'M WRITING...I BELIEVE IN RICSYUNG AS MUCH AS YOU DO BUT IT'S
GETTING A BIT OUT OF BOUNDS.
BESIDES, I HAVE SCHOOL TO GO THROUGH!!

I'M GONNA MISS YOUR STORIES AND I'M FOREVER SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T READ YOUR STORIES!!! I SERIOUSLY AM THE TIEST AND THE WORST FRIEND THERE IS AND MAYBE I DON'T DESERVE TO SAY THAT I'LL MISS YOU BUT I WILL COZ I KNOW YOU AND YOU ARE MY BESTIE AND I'D DIE IF I EVER LOST YOU FOREVER.
I'm getting clingy....sorry....

I LOVE YOU

FIGHTING!!!
kuwari #10
How should i say? um... first of all please forgive me about my bad English writing skills. (I can read but I can't write) T^T

I am a RicSyung writer as the same as you I write so many fiction ( in my language) now I have so many ongoing fictions.In my country SHINHWA is not famous as other artists . Fans like RucSyung is small. Fiction is rare ( That's why I need to write fiction ), I found this website from Google search.and enjoy very much in this place. In particular, you are the one I favor. Your story makes me very happy every time I read them.

I understand your feelings Because I could not see past episodes as well. I feel bad that I can not write my fiction . But I cheered up when I read yours . And I could not abandon the people who read my work as well.

I want to tell you that I like your work very much. It is encouraging to me through a tough day for each day possible. I want to comment but my skill is really bad.

Finally, I cheer you . And sorry again for my language. Hope you will understand.

Thank you.
shintahahaha #11
I thought about it too..
This delusion is not healthy at all -- it close to dangerous obsession nowadays.. And honestly I got scared about it..
Four days in a row I feel so gloomy after that Shinbang ep.. :(
It even exceeds my glum after hearing Apgujung girl.. TT__TT
I think I can understand your decision, even though it so sad and really, I hope you'll change your mind.. Here, I'm trying too, Izzy.. I know I should stop too before this Ricsyung thingy gets too destructive..
I want my life back!! TT__TT So just like you, I also plan to stop writing.. But after I finish my on going fics and oneshots that I promised.. until that time, just grab your heart in your hand and stop from bleeding more..
*run and hug you too*
clumsyblue #12
Actually, I also have a same thought as you..
I realize it myself that I've been too immersed with ricsyung that sometimes I have a difficulty to differentiate between reality and my imagination... And that really isn't a good thing...
I got too sad when I watched last shinbang episode, and that made me realized, I shouldn't think like this...
So, just like you, actually I also should stop before it's too late...
Lets hope that we can move on before at least one of them announcing their relationship...
*hug izzy.. Lets cry together T.T*
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