You know how they say that the first 7 seconds after two people meet, are the most important ones? In those 7 seconds people have already decided whether they like you or not and if they want to keep talking to you. I know this little fact, do not know why but I feel great towards you at the first 7 seconds we meet. Yes, we got close fast. Honestly I don't know why but I feel something for you. Not sure what these feelings are, but enough for me to get rid of my "laziness" to start a conversation with you and spam you. And then came the "I miss you a lot" stage, I really miss you a lot, every single second, minute, hour. You're the most beautiful human being I've ever had the honor of knowing. And in light of that, nothing else matters. Do you know I dream of you? Not the “you died” dream but I dream that I chat with you on here, like what we usually do, not sure what that means but yeah, I dream of you. I think about you all the time, I don't even know how to start, in fact there's million things flush through my mind right now about you. You're the special one, really special, really special to me. Getting to know you over these last few months has changed my life. I'm happier than I have ever been, and I owe that joy to you. Before I met you, there was emptiness in my heart that at times seemed to consume me, that threatened to break me, but now my life is full of meaning and purpose. I can see my future more clearly now, you are the light in the dark that guides my steps to where I want to be. When the entire world was once overcast by subtle shades of gray, when I seemed caught in a perpetual winter, you brought vibrant color to my life, and in my heart I felt the renewal, the warmth and sunlight of spring again. You can always make me laugh, even when I don't always want to. You must know I can't stand being away from you much longer. I hope you feel the same way. You are the most beautiful boy in the world. And of course I didn't mean it by your looks, but by your one of a kind personality. You are beautiful. You are smart. You are funny. You are kind. You are unique. You are worthy of love and affection. You are never too much and you are always enough. You are precious. You are a diamond, a rose, a pearl, the most stunning of all God's creation. You are worth more than you could ever imagine. Worth more than the numbers on the scale or the hair product you use or the shoes you wear. More than how many people wish they were you or how many people wish they had you. More than the price tags on your clothes or the percentage at the top of your math test. Your worth, surpasses all things because you are loved and you are worth dying for. Regardless of who you think you are. Whether you model in a magazine or you model pottery with grandma. Whether you're on the hot list or the not list. Whether you're mr popular or you've never had anyone you could call a friend. Whether you love yourself and love your life or you can't stand to look in the mirror and you feel as if everything in your life is falling apart. Whether you're a winner or you feel like the worlds biggest failure. Regardless of who you think you are, I still love you and my feelings are not going to change. Since last few days, I am thinking to write my emotions for you to make you know that how deeply I am in love with you. Sometimes, I really feel that you are the blessing of God in my life. Every day with sunrise, I feel that the bond of your love inside me is getting stronger for you and I am sure that I cannot live without you. I can feel you in the air. We recently confessed towards each other, I swear to god, I was turning so hot, like literally my whole face went red. And inside I was spazzing over Joey. My thoughts about you are endless, my love for you is strange, and I haven't had these feelings in a long time. Do you know when I started to form feelings for you, I told myself, I can't do this, and you probably don't have feelings me. After I have had feelings for you, I told myself, I'm just going to keep these feelings shut and watch over you secretly. I've got my heart broken when you got in a relationship with someone else. I tried to get rid of those feelings I have for you. I just couldn't simply do that, the only thing my heart did was to fall in love with you even more. You can't imagine how happy I was when you confessed too. It was the happiest and most precious moment in my whole life. I still don't believe that we are finally together. I promise you to always love you Joey. I promise I will protect you no matter what. I love you so much Joey.