Am I lonely?

I guess I am.

Why?

because I feel empty.

Inside.

Ever since.

I have this hole in my heart that I tried my best to fill.

I really tried.

but it's still there.

It's still inside me.

getting bigger and bigger each day.

I tried to make friends.

I did.

I had a lot.

but one by one,

they left.

I was sad.

At first, but after a while I said,

"I guess they're not really my friends."

we drifted apart.

I didn't do anything.

They didn't do anything.

but looking back, I was still lonely.

I was still empty even when they where beside me.

I tried to fall in love.

I tried.

A lot.

My heart got broken each time.

They left me.

I was sad.

At first, but after a while I said,

"I guess they didn't love me."

I cried a few times.