Hi,it's me.This is probably the first blog i've wrote in asianfanfics...Well I just wanna share my story to all of you even if you don't read it anyway...Well,i envy my eldest sister.She's perfect.She got the looks,she's the life she wanted and everything she wanted.everything.Well i'm jealous cause i'm the one who actually needs to work hard to get something that i actually want.Well since i'm the youngest,my chances are the lowest since i have 3 sisters and 2 brothers.Well,my eldest sister is my dad's favourite.she gets everything she wanted and she's got a perfect life too...She's got the beauty and even though she say that she's fat,to me,she has the great body...She's even lucky...She used to go to a lot of kpop concerts,fan meetings and meet and greets...A lot of people respected her...Meanwhile,I'm the opposite...my life as a 14 year old teenage girl is the worst...I always get embarrassed by people because i'm too skinny and i always get mad by my family because of the wrong choice i made and i always got left out...when i was little,i was spoiled since i'm the youngest...but then when i'm at my age now,they mad at me and expect me to act like an adult and praise somebody else instead of me...I have no shoulder to cry on and i always hold my cries even though i can't hold.it anymore so i end up cried myself to sleep sometimes...i have nowhere to escape and i can't go anywhere alone like any teenagers do because they thought that i wasn't mature enough to go out...I even cried a few times writing this and nobody understand my torture life but me...when i'm being honest,they look at me in pity...i'm always alone and forever alone...i just hate when they look at me like that because they think like i'm pathetic and need to be pity...that's all you need to know about my life...tq for reading this...