Thank you everyone who had read my previous blog. You guys are the best and thanks for being here for me when i needed someone. You guys all made me cry tears of happiness when i read all your comments.

Right now Baby John is looking down at us and shining us with with warmth. Ever since he left this small world that couldn't give him what he need, He made the days brighter. Before when he was still with us, the days was alway sad and cloomy, the clouds always dark because they know what's going on with Baby John. But ever since he left and watch over us, the days are always sunny now.

I believe our little angel is better now and thankful to veryone of you.

Well here's a little update to everyone from Baby John and I. The family will finally give him a proper funeral now, so that mean, he's officially a part of my family, even though most of us have not seen him.

On Monday Night, Dec 4. I'll be at his funeral to say good-bye to him and he'll be right there, watchin and meeting everyone of his family members for the first time. I bet he'll be happy to know us.

I know his life was taken away a little too quick but he'll always be right here, in our heart, and up in the beautiful heaven watching over everyone.

So thank you again, for those that helped me. I'm very thankful. And Baby John will watch over you guys too :)

-starlove and baby John.