I have this guy friend. A comedian. He's so great to have company with.
We keep on hanging out with each other, and with my other girl friend.

Then, two days before this day. He started acting strangely.

He even told me in advance that he will start to ignore me.

I was like ouch. Why would he do that?
So, I kept on nagging and bothering him as often as I could. 
Because he stays away from me as far as possible.
I asked him what happened? Did I do something wrong?

And day 2 came. I still nag him. 
It was our English class when I decided to just write the question
 

"Why are you like this?"

on one of the pages in my notebook and showed it to hm.

His emotion was a mixture of anguish and sadness.

According to his facial expression, I really thought that he would just again ignore it.
But.

Before, he turn away his gaze he said those four shocking words that really left me hanging during the whole class.


"Because I Love You!"

His voice was audible enough for just the two of us.

I kept staring at his back as I was sitting right behind him.
It echoed in my mind.

What did actually happen? He was just kidding. Rght?
Yeah. I hope so. But his look says otherwise.

We're really close. One heck of friends that likes to insult each other and would really love to pin point the other one's weaknesses.
I don't wanna end it. Friendship.

Today. 
I had a small unoticeable chat with him.
We really pulled it off without anybody noticing.

"Hey. What's wrong?"
"Are you still mad at me?"
I started the conversation.

"I'm not mad at you."
"I'm really not."
He shrugged.

"But why?"
I was persistent.

"You' were greedy."
Long pause.

I uttered his name.

"I need to avoid you."
"I can't control it."

Damn. Those last words. 

I just left after that. I really don't know what to feel. What to do.
But, there's one thing I'm really puzzled.
I feel pain.  Why?


I hate seeing him so down. He's been like that for the last two days already.
What am I supposed to do?

=(