heyy beautiful things so i am going to do a DEPRESSING post.. why?.. i just don't know i feel down :'(  so PLEASE don't give me the...

*GETS VOICE ON* 

" OH, NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR STUPID BLOG BLA BLA BLA.. (i ♥ chicken ;b)"

well did you read the title??^^^^ here let me put ti down for you... ;b

A DEPRESSING POST... DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T CARE!!!!  

thank you soo much :) 

now back to the list of my thoughts and worries... 

• School.. if you guys have not read my other blog post or read my fanfics.. i actulley STILL go to school.. but it's more depressing because i'm a grade above the grade i'm suppose to be in.. which because i LOST all my friends, they don't even say hi to me no more TT^TT when i pass them in the hallway. and the people in my grade are just RUDE. i try my best to make friends but i never fit in, all they talk about is facebook, and other stupid things i don't really care about or need to know about. i HATE being a loner it really bad!! another thing about school is that in my grade it's NOT a sunny day skipping in a field of flowers... IT'S A LIVING HELL the work is hard and ALL my teachers expect the absoulute BEST from me just because i got transfered from the upper grade.. WHEN THAT ISN'T THE CASE AT ALL!!! Dx i'm a person, i have a life i still.. matter. 
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• SOMETIMES my parents.. i love both of them to death and i'm sure they love me too, but the problem with them is.. AGAIN they expect too much from me! Dx if i get a -B on a quiz or test they will do this stupid speech on how i have to be straight A student and how they were straight A students YADA YADA.. just basiclley what parents do.. -_____- and also they think too much, i stayed back from school for around an hour to get help from a teacher about a college carrier class because there was a big test coming up and i REALLY wanted to pass it for the up coming semester.. but anyway i was heading home and it began to rain and my next door nieghbor... im just gonna call him bob... offered to walk home with me, since bob just got out of detention and it was dark out and i didn't want no pedo bear to grab me and take me into the woods to do FREAKY stuff to me so i answered yes.. FOR MY SAFETY!! Dx so we were finally near our houses and my mom was in the front yard taking out trash when she saw us walking together..anway she greeted bob a good evening YADA YADA, but when me and my mom went inside our house she then started asking me stupid questions asking if me and bob had a thing going on.. WHEN THAT ISN'T EVEN CLOSE OF WHAT WAS HAPPENING....anyway yeah thats my parents xDDD... 
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• MY NEW DOG... okay my dad got a new guard dog for our house and it ended up a Pitbull.. i don't know about you guys but that is one dangerous dog, that thing can bite your face off Dx.. but anyway im just going to time skip this..  the thing MAULLED me when my family did a barbacue in our back yard... :'( 

anyway.. THANK YOU ALL FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS STUPID BLOG POST xb i just really needed to write this... thanks ♥♥ :)