Hi all…. Sorry I can’t update today….

I just have a problem…. It makes me… angry or sad or something like that…

I really want to tell this to you. if you wanna know, keep reading…

Here’s the problem…

I got good score in a test. Almost all of my classmates got bad score and this is the problem….

They (a few of my classmates…  3 people) badmouthed me. They asked for the answer when it was the exam, but I didn’t want to tell because I don’t like it. It’s like giving my score to them and it is unfair. They tried to cheat on my paper but I tried to cover my paper so they can’t cheat. They think that cheating is a normal thing, but to me… it’s unfair. Why I have to give my score to others for free? Can’t they just do the test truthfully? That’s the use of studying right? The exam’s purpose is to test how far we know about the lesson, right? If they cheated, it means that they’re lying to themselves, right?

They said some bad things about me. They said that I’m just arrogant person who doesn’t want to help others…. I felt sad of course but I can’t cry in the class. My ‘real’ friends tried to comfort me, they’re really the best, I felt thankful to God… there are still many good friends… The thing that I hated was… they said all bad things behind me… they don’t say all of those things directly in front of me. I thought that it was loser’s way.

When it was the time to go home, I stayed in class alone and sat in the corner of my class. I cried… I was too easy to cry. I always cried when someone hated me because it means that I’m not a nice person in someone’s eyes. My boyfriend went into my class, he said that heard about my problem. He came closer and hugged me gently. I just hugged him tighter and cried on his shoulder. I’m a crybaby… yeah I’m a crybaby when something like this happened. I really hate the situation which someone hated me but I didn’t do anything wrong (letting them work themselves in the exam is a good thing, right?). He comforted me and I finally stopped crying. He asked whether there’s someone in my house, and I said no. My brother went for a trip, my father mother and sister went overseas for some weeks. There’s only one maid and she only comes at morning until I arrive home after school. So, he went into my house and planned to sleep there.

I couldn’t sleep well, there’s something heavy in my head and it’s uncomfortable. Then he hugged me tightly and said that he’ll scold those people. But I don’t want him to do that, because those people will mock me more, saying that I’m a loser. The next day in the school, I became a quiet girl, this wasn’t like me. When it’s the time to go home, I bravely went to them and told that I was disappointed with them. I told them carefully, not wanting to hurt someone. I told them that cheating isn’t a good way to get good score, I told them to do something truthfully with our own abilities that we have. I tried really hard to tell them. I really don’t like someone talked bad things behind that person, so I went into them and spoke directly. They looked quite speechless with my straightforwardness but they mocked me even more. I really don’t know again… why are they like this? My boyfriend suddenly appeared and grabbed my hand then dragged me outside. He said that he couldn’t take it anymore, he said that they’re too much. I also heard something like ‘You got 100% support from your boyfriend, huh?’. I hate to say this but I hate them even more. I asked my boyfriend if my method is right, and he said that he likes my straightforward way.

But it’s his opinion.

 In your opinion, did I do something right?

If it’s not, what should I do now?

And what are you going to do if you have these kind of classmates?

Please tell me something…

I really need your advice and support…

Thanks for reading this…. it’s the first time I shared about my sad stories….

Thank you, lovely readers <3