A-Anneong haseo to my subscribers, unni's, Oppa's, dongseang's, and friends 

 

Today something has happened, at exactly 2:00 am in the morning, I got the worst news I could ever get, never in my life have I experience this before...

 

Just about hours ago, it's was just 1:57am, me and my parents friends were celebrating both mine and Tyler's relationship as we decorated our white Christmas tree, until we got a phone call...

 

Cries were heard on the other end of the living rooms hallways, terror spread across our faces, as we made our way up towards where we had heard the noise.

 

Worry was the only thing that could describe our facial expression as we just stayed there {me, Tyler, my 11 year old brother Kevin, my 4 year old sister Addison, my half 18 year old brother Raymond that stood beside my elder half sister Arline who is just 16, and my parents friends as well as Tyler's parents}

We all saw how my father stayed pinned towards the ground as he cried with my mom crouch besides him, trying to comfort him...

I can't remember very well...

 

But after seeing how they cried with so much agony, I knew it had something to do with the reason something bad was going on...

 

I guess you can say I was half right, 

 

Just when we had for to hospital, some of my fathers side of the family were already there, including my elder cousin jongin and his sisters.

 

Funny how to say it has been just a few weeks maybe about a month since I haven't heard of him.

 

Once the doctor came out, my father nor my uncles didn't hesitate to grab his collar and started bombing the poor doctor with questions about how they're condition was.

 

The doctor shook his head as he began apologizing... For my dearest grandmother didn't make it after the accident she had with both my grandfather and elder half sister Lucy who's is 19 inside the vehicle.

 

My grandmother Is now dead, my grandfather in surgery, and my elder half sister is in a coma...

 

Now we're just waiting for something, a miracle to happen... As I stay warmly wrapped with my boyfriend arms around me, dry tears and red puffy eyes is the consequence I get for crying so much after today.

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The only reason I wanted to tell you guys this is because, I wouldn't keep myself from doing this ... But I'm taking a hiatus from AFF and some of my updating with my story and some one shots...

Even though I know you guys hate it or me when I update so late... 

And I must say I understand...

Hope you guys understand...

And please don't feel pity for me, that's the last thing that I would want from you guys....