Depression

I don't even know why I'm writting about this on here. But for some reason I'm so depressed...

My day wasn't bad. It was raining and cold the entire day, my head started to ache and I got a little dizziness, but it wasn't the end of the world.

When I got home and at the dinner table, I felt like committing suicide...for no reason.

When I washed the dishes, I broke down crying. I don't even know why.

Is this a sign of depression? I'm having some problems with school, but it's nothing like I never experienced before.

I'm undergoing some family issues...but all my life, there has always been family issues.

Hopefully when I wake up tomorrow, I can be happy again. Now I feel sympathy towards Nana in "She can't talk". I wrote it without knowing, but now when sadness hits me, I feel hopeless and weak, just like her character.

I don't like this feeling, I hope it'll go away soon and I'll start feeling like myself again.

Sorry you had to read this depressing post. If you made it all the way here, thank you for taking your time and read my emotional .

Good night love.

 

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girlunderthebed #1
It's the time of year. You get depressed without even knowing that you were or even that you were depressed. The rain always brings out dark emotion. I hope you feel better soin.
yana0702 #2
authornim please get better soon~ :(
memymeme #3
Even though we never really talked before, I just want to say that it is normal to be depressed once in our lives. And you will be able to get through this! You should talk to someone about this. I'm pretty sure you have close friends who wouldn't mind listening to you vent about it.

It's always best to turn the depression into any kind of emotion. Whether its anger, by hitting things or crying. (psssss I find crying the best , by letting all the stress and pain out :p ) But please don't ever try suicide. Everyone will be sad including your family, friends. Heck anyone who know or heard of you in general. Us readers as well. We will all miss you!

If you need someone to talk, you can message me here! I would be glad to be your listener and be there for you! (: <3 I hope you get a well rested sleep!
dblaze #4
Ive been there and still fighting it. Its a crappy feeling.I get depressed a lot thanks to weight problems and health issues. I think we all go through it but me more then I think is necessary. I don't know any advice because everyone deals with it differently. Hopefully in the next few days it will go away.
anashawol #5
I know what you feel, i'd exprienced what you feel, just keep on telling yourself that u are strong, I know u can do it!!! ^_^
hana55 #6
i know what you feel cause i ever feeling it when i have family issues that i pray to god to make all my problem go and i make all my problem as a challenge from god to know my capability to solve all challenge. i believe problem come to you to make you grow up being more mature. stay positive and commit suicide is not an answer from your problem. problem means your not child anymore. think first a lot of people love you and all people have problem, my friend.
nodame #7
are you okay? Dx
im bad at consoling ppl but i hope u will feel better soon q.q
zelo_ssi #8
its okay...i have alot of family problems at least more than 3 times a week .-. but i managed. my mom doesnt really know what the definition of depression is she just says shes in her depression when she just sleeps all day :/ its more like she was sick
seungseo #9
I'm having some family issues too ever since until now but I tried not to be depressed over it because it won't change at all. Sometimes, I feel like crying too but I will still try to keep by myself even though you know it's right. Just don't give up and be strong!
yuna3wu #10
I'm sorry for u. I have been through a lot like that. But in my case most are school & work. When I'm Depressed I watch movie or read stories about people that crawl and fight for his/her life from the bottom to top or I'll search quote from famous person to lifted my mood up ^^, and now I always remember this quote (maybe it can help you) "the best thing you can do when you're mildly depressed, get up and help someone else in need". Never give up and cheers ^_^ (sorry for bad English)
Nairazira #11
Me too..sometimes I feel depress for no reason.. when I feel depress I will cry non stop...when I thought about it..I don't know why I cried in the first place.. When we think about doing stupid things like commit suicide. .don't do it. .because all our problem have ways to solve it..
greeneyes1990 #12
Awe I have days like that and I was actually diagnosed with depression years ago, went on medication that made me like a zombie. If you do feel like you have depression don't hesitate to ask for help, it's definitely hard to go through alone. Get a good nights rest and see how you feel tomorrow. Does the change in season effect your mood? I find I'm more depressed and tired once summer ends and it gets cold. Seasonal depression is real too... Well no matter what if need someone to talk to don't be afraid to reach out
Kimchi32 #13
The depression you're going through will be gone as long as you stay strong and never give up the hopes in life. And about family issues, it will pass, just give your family and yourself time.... :) and goodnight to you too beloved.
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