As some of you may know, if you've read my fics or just know me, then you guys know that my INFINITE bias is Myungsoo. Back in September, the rumor of L and Kim Doyeon dating started floating around. Like a normal fan, I was hurt. Like my celebrity crush on L is UP THERE. But, I was happy at the same time because I know that he's a human being and love comes naturally and knowing that he was possibly dating made me feel happy for him. But of course, it was just a rumor back then and the company would obviously deny the rumor. I wasn't one of the fans that hated on Doyeon and I never will be that type of fan. When I heard about the fan sites being shut down and stuff, it disgusted me. I support Myungsoo no matter what because I am a true fan. Because the company and L denied it, I just stuck to ok it's just a rumor, he is still available. WAIT FOR ME MYUNGSOO OPPA! Just kidding, but I believed it wasn't true.

I woke up this morning and a friend of mine sent me an akp article and it was about the rumor. Kim Doyeon confesses about their relationship and Woollim admits to it. Well crap there goes my day. I read it and I was a little heartbroken but, I was glad to know that they actual dated. But as I continued reading, I read about how fans threw rocks at her, scratched her car, throwing trash and pretty much destroying her family and most of all Myungsoo. I was so sickened by what I read. What did this poor girl do to all of you? All she did was live her life and so did Myungsoo! When I got home from school, I went on akp and saw the official statement from Woollim that was released.

Honestly, I am so sick and tired of seeing fans do this to their idol's partners. So what if your idol is dating?  Why go through the trouble of hurting the girl? You are pretty much hurting your idol. Aren't you ashamed of yourself? You call yourself his fan and you don't support him every step of the way? Of course I was heartbroken that my oppa was taken, but to what extent would I actually waste my time trying to kill the poor girl? All you have to do is shrug it off. I find it rediculous that "dating" is called a "scandal" tbh. It's human nature to fall in love. I would want to go up to every fan that ruined Doyeon's life and ask them, "If you were to meet L, wouldn't you want to date him?"

If I were to be right in front of L right now, I would say to him, "Hi. I am one of your fans and I know that I don't speak Korean but I just wanted to say I am sorry that you have to go through all of this for us. Thank you for being you and thank you for never stopping to love us (your fans) and finding love of your own. You are just as human as all of us fans and that you deserve to live the way you want to. I will never stop supporting you." "btw, marry me?" juuuust kidding... maybe

SUPPORT MYUNGSOO! <3 INFINITE FIGHTING~

I really want to cover more but I'm losing my train of thought for some reason.

Thanks for reading. What are your thoughts?