/wow I should be studying right now but here I am ranting and crying my heart out, feeling too many emotions that I couldn’t focus on my subjects.

So for all those who haven’t read yet, go to this link. And idk… maybe let us give each other a comforting hug after?

http://www.allkpop.com/article/2013/11/kim-do-yeon-says-she-and-infintes-l-did-date-woollim-admits-its-true#axzz2lkL7eZig

I really don’t feel bad for her. She should already have an idea how hard it is to date an idol and posting tweets and s like she’s making it obvious and giving hints to Myungsoo’s stans that they’re dating. Wow. She obviously wanted to show off. So I believe, she deserves all the horrible things that the sasaeng stans did. Why? Because I know for sure that there will be fans who won’t be able “handle” the feeling of their idol suddenly having a girlfriend. That’s what I felt when I heard about the rumor that myungsoo’s dating. And now they say that fansites noonas are already selling their cameras because they’ll be shutting down his fansites like wow kim do yeon you’re bringing myungsoo down together with you. Did you really love him or did you just want to show off that youre dating him. Because if you really did love him, then you should at least know the ing consequences.

And the thing is, im not sure if i should believe this crap because she also did this to G-Dragon (posting pictures and s just google it) but after reading the post in allkpop… I just don’t know anymore.

I will admit that I felt betrayed and I accused woollim for lying to fans and it hurts and I feel like and wollim shouldn’t reason that they’re just protecting myungsoo. Protecting? Protecting from what? But whatever. I just don’t know anymore. We have no idea how “magical” can an entertainment company be and do. They’ll say this, they’ll say that and we believe them because they know that that’s what we want to see and hear. And idk. We really don’t know the whole story  the real story but whatever.  

 And if ever Kim do yeon and Myungsoo really did date, I hope myungsoo was happy with her… and that he’d be courageous enough to admit that he has finally fallen in love.

And I hope myungsoo and all the other idols would learn from heechul. God bless him.

im sorry myungsoo but i really do feel bad right now and cant bring myself to shower you with all the comforting words i could muster. i'll get my head straight and i hope i wont be the bitter stupid fangirl anymore tomorrow. 

do i make sense what am i saying