Hello everyone.. Today is just the third day and here am I,on my bed,crying. On this school holiday,I was selected as a facilitator at a holiday camp along with my bestfriend,Allen. I was so happy when I heard about the offer,and since they paid me quite a lot,I received the offer without hesitation. But seems like I made a wrong decision. The previous two days were pretty good,but today is completely a hell. Kids are starting to throw tantrums and I was like asdfghjkl can u ing shut up ! I thought I have no problem dealing with kids,but hell I was wrong. Today is just the third day and there are still seventeen days left and I already think about quitting. It's not that I hate kids,they are very lovely and I really love them. But,during the activities some of them were refused to do what the teacher said and they didnt even listen to me. One of the kids did her exercise very super duper slow and I feel like slapping her really hard. Thank god I still have guts to think and relax and cool myself down. I admitted I did scold her,but not that bad,but yeah she's only being obedient for five minutes and then she went to her real self back. I feel really bad to not be able a good leader to them. What should I do ?