maybe i'm not the one that you love, or maybe i'll never be, but at least... please respect my feelings.. 

i love you, i know i am . i know that you don't . maybe you keep talking to me just because you pitied me, but i don't know.. i know you'd never have a thing for me, i know you didn't swing that way. i just want you to know that, it hurts for me, when i thought that i actually have a chance, it turns out that you care for people, not only me. i know it's a good thing but... i want you to do that to me. i've always want it. i've always think that i was special, that maybe, even though you didn't love me, you tried to treat me better than anyone else..