update + highly probable deactivation

Hey everybody~

How are things going? 

Okay, to the point, last time I properly used this site was ages ago, March, maybe April.

The bottom line being that I've completely transferred fandom from shawolness and all this sort of stuff back to my undeniable origins as a rock girl.

 

 

 

So anyway, before I get carried away with bands I like, I listen to a lot of rock, metal and punk, and also a lot of sub-genres like post-hardcore, melodic metalcore, deathcore, pop punk, glam metal and stuff like that. 

My favourite bands are Pierce the Veil, My Chemical Romance (duh), Tonight Alive, Bullet For My Valentine and Sights and Sounds (who aren't very well known at the minute, but... i love them). 

So, in June, I saw Green Day live, which was amazing. Then on the tenth of october, I saw Sleeping with Sirens live with The Summer Set as one of their supporting acts and it was awesome. On the 7th of November I saw Sights and Sounds, Pierce the Veil and Bring Me the Horizon on BMTH's Sempiternal tour, and , that was amazing. Three, like, musical legends holy . To me anyway. 

This is a picture I took Tony during Pierce the Veil's set. Vic said their recording their new album now and I can't wait

Tony threw his pick out and it landed on my head XD

Anyway, I play the drums now, and I can play simple songs, but I hope that one day I'll be as good as Mike Fuentes on the drums. 

I'm actually okay considering I've been playing for like... a month? 

And I'm decent on guitar now, my piano is slipping a bit. I can't scream, but I can sort of sing. Not well though.

 

On a more serious note, I went four months without cutting, but I broke that on Friday night... happens, you know? It's an addiction, it really is. Before I stopped, it had gotten to the point where i'd go to the bathrooms as break and lunch and between classes to cut, otherwise it'd be all I'd think about until I did it, and I hate the thought that now I've relapsed it'll be that bad again. I've got no reason to stop though, so whatever.

Yeah, so anyway, my 'emo' music is all I've got right now. I think I'm gonna leave this website since there's no point in me being here.

 

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BurgundyVibes #1
Omg I've been feeling the same way lately since I think I'm sort of straying away from writing Kpop fanfics to 1D fanfics. Also just Kpop in general ya know... Anyway, I'll miss ya and rock rocks lol:)
lostbluebunny #2
Sleeping with sirens is the best!

You still can be here even thou you not showl..if you want too.
I listen to Green Day and Marianas Trench as well..but I still listen to other kpop song
/random much/

About the cutting..
Believe me you could survive without it..I used to do back old days but I stop now.

Anyhow hope you fine and live the fullest wherever you are
sherleigh #3
*sob*

I'd like to ask you not to leave, and to say that this site has a lot to offer, even if you're not strictly a shawol anymore.

However, it's perfectly normal for people to switch fandoms, and if you're happier with rock, then you should totally do what makes you happy. I'll miss you, of course, and your beautifully astute comments, but there is no point hanging on to something you don't feel as strongly about (especially when you're excited about something new).

Lots of love, darling, and take care.

I'd like to say something about the cutting as well, but I would have no idea what I'm talking about, so here's hoping you won't do it anymore? Or that you won't feel like you need to?
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