I always wondered how it feels when I have a boyfriend. as I saw most of my classmates were dating, and I thought it was just so wonderful when someone hold your hand and smile warmly towards you.

Last month, One of my senior confessed to me (and I accept him since I had a crush on him) so I'm dating now.

the wonderful thought that I had been thinking about before was suddenly disappeared when I thought that Dating wasn't that nice. I mean Everything I did towards my boyfriend seem always wrong, tho he seem fine with it #stabmyself

was dating always like that??