*sigh*

I'm still in my exam period *sigh sigh sigh*

and I really need someone to talk to face to face but no one's at home T.T

my friends aren't replying my whatsapp so I've figured I'll probably, idk, pour out my fustrations on aff.

The thing is, I'm busying studying for my exams since like, 2 weeks ago. So I didn't have time to check my email. And when I've finally squeeeeeeeezed out some time to check it today, I found out that I've just missed the deadline by like, 12 hours to sign up for a teaching job interview. I was really really reallllllyyy lucky to be shortlisted for the interview, yet just because I didn't check my email in time, I got withdrawed. Kicked out. I'm like, wts!? There isn't anyone to blame since its just me having poor luck yeesh

I've signed up for another part time job in Dec at a new shopping mall, and I've keep the wholeeeee Dec free (except Sundays) just for that job. Yet now they're telling me they only need 2 people and apparently my schedule dont fit theirs? yeesh

Now I'm gonna be jobless and unemployed from Dec to March since all my plans got spoiled.

*sigh sigh sigh*

I'm so disappointed and fustrated and pissed and upset and idk what to do with my life

*sigh* I'll just find another job *sigh sigh sigh* I hope there are still jobs available this late

Won't mind if no one replied lolol cause I'm just trying to get this off my chest and typing this whole chunk out really worked I feel slightly better now :D