I remember roughly many years ago, my mom told me i finally took of diapers at the of 1,5 years. Now, that i'm already 22 years old (international age not korean age), i cannot wake from hospital bed and need to be assist to pee using pispot. Pretty embarassing,eh? Not up until that, my sister which is a doctor and my mom who's a pharmacist force me using adult diaper.. how sad was that, huh?! The first time i used it was around 7pm in my country time zone.. it was so embarassing and i couldnt pee with all the stares i got from my family members.. And just for some information, the last seizure attack i got was around 8.30 pm last night. So, no seizure attack for today (please dont!) Another good news, my glucose rate was on the normal side, so no more insulin for me (at least for today) yay! And i was so happy that my big brother remembered brought me my ipod so that i can keel listening new album of busker busker and kim jaejoong, followed by my other favorites grups such as jyj, tvxq, infinite, exo, and the best of the best (the first place on my list at least cause we probably had a very different list) COLDPLAY!!! Well, for now, i just laying arond on my hospital room in ny hospital bed, waiting to check my brain through ct scan or mri its still havent decided yet by my neurologist.. And just for stupid guilty pleasure for you, i'm laying in my hospital bed with ipod playing busker busker's new album on repeat mode on using adult diaper waiting for any medical action from the doctors woth my phone to read asianfanfic and wrote this kinda unnecessary post and crossing my that i would be allowed not using all the drip and oxigen (in other words, no more needle being put on my fragile hands haha)