Some time ago I actually posted behind the scenes of Silver Lining, but I finally took it down after I made it private.

The reason was, BTS of Silver Lining was not as fun and cheerie as BTS of Under Wisteria Tunnel - which post had many beautiful pictures of flowers and colorful images in it.

I can say that the BTS of Silver LIning was kinda gorish (because I provide a medical pdf link to those who are interested in learning how I was able to describe about the wrist-cutting with bloody pictures to the open wound and so on), and scarry to some (since I put in pictures of 20 weeks old fetus to give you a picture of how alien-like they look *coughkid_bunnycough*), and boring (with those links related to pregancy, laboring and stillborn).

However, (even after I deleted my post) I want to share this website to you. The one that got me teary when I stared at the pictures in my office cubicle, and the one which finally inspired me to write Stillness.

For the parents out there who are suffering from the loss of their little ones, my deepest sympathy for you.
Perhaps I still don't fully understand the grief for I have no children of my own (nor am married).
But the parents expression in the pictures tells it all, and I thank them for sharing it with people on the internet.

Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep

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