My Best Birthday and My Worst Month

Okay. So here's the story. I have this crush on my classmate who is in the same math class as me. He sat behind me though so I don't actually have the chance to talk to him much. And beside me was my friend (now I don't think she's my friend) she kept bothering me asking who I like. Being the person who is easily bothered and annoyed, I just told her by writing on a piece of paper. 

 

And that was when I realized I made the worst mistake ever in my life.

 

I thought she wouldn't tell anyone (though, of course I told my best friends about it too but at least they don't blurt it out), a month after I told her. It started spreading. A friend of my friend came to her and asked if I like this person, and my best friend don't know what to say. She came to me and told me. I suspected that it's her...Let's call her 'Nina' for now. 

And after that incident, I start to suspect her group more. Later, Nina and some of her friends joined my JV Girls' football team but after 2-3 practices they didn't come ever again -- which kind of pisses me and my team a bit. And so few days ago, I nagged about them to someone I used to be close with since she bought up the subject. And guess what. She told them and in the evening of that they, let's say the leader of Nina's group called me and saying stuff like 'do you have problem with my friends? What's your problem?' and she starts to blabber some stuff that I quite don't get it so I just hung up because I'm alone in a dark valley to my house. 

 

And today...I think it's the worst thing that ever happened to me. The worst that I ever experienced my whole life. I snapped me a bit but I tried to contained it. After my meeting with my JV team for Pep rally preperations, I walked past the school main gym to check out on my class's banner for sports day. Nina was there with one of her friends. And by the time I stopped and talked to the grade rep, she raised her voice saying "Oh~ *crush name* called me!". Fricia (supposed name) who was sitting on the floor looked at me, and I can feel that she saw my eye flickered at the name but I don't know what she's thinking. Anyhow, Nina and friend continued with her friend saying "Oh really~~~ Give it to me!!" and then they start a conversation through the phone with my ex-crush. And to be honest, it's really clear that they're faking it, who wouldn't know with that tone of voice??? 

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